Technically this was my worst thought even though it was a dream...
When I was 13~14 I had a dream where I came home at night, went to the kitchen and picked up a large chef knife and went upstairs. I slowly creeped through my brothers room and plunged the knife into my brothers chest, then began to move the knife down to his navel. Immediately I felt horrible in my dream as I saw the shock and pain in my brothers face so I ran downstairs and picked up a needle and thread to sow together his wounds. After I finished the operation I put another blanket over him to soak up blood and over a period of a few days I kept checking up on him to see how he was doing, his state never changed, he always had pain in his eyes. Whenever my parents asked why he was in bed for so long I just told them he was sick...
Then I woke up.
Felt like shit for even dreaming of something like that.
My Worst thought was killing my mother, After about 7 months, I though to myself how badly I wanted to kill myself for even thinking of doing it, if I would have done that, I would never be able to live normally, or even live, ever again T_T
Mine is too, ask Dave. He has been nice Enough to Help meh through my Dad's Rage Bullshit. ALthough you are not me, Shooting my dad in my Opinion, is not a bad thought. Especially after all the shit he has done to my Family
i specialise in gruesome ways of killing people
wat u do is get 1 person face down in a bath
hangs a person horizontally above them
slit the hanging persons gut open so all the organs and blood spills out
and then the person in the bath drowns on that