Well, I sat down today and I thought to myself.hmmmm What the Fuck am I going to do after High-School.Junior Year of High-School-Joining the Army and getting the Fuck away from my dad.
After that I plan to stay in the Army until I retire, it is a good way to something that I semi-Love,Physical Pushing I guess one would call it, and Serving the Fucked up Country most of us Live in, and I get to get the Fuck away from this Abusive Piece of shit I am forced to call Dad. I will Retire the day my "Dad" Dies, I'm not going to his Funeral, I am going to have my Retirement "Party" On that Day, He can go Choke on a dick Right now, wouldn't even Flinch, Move, have an emotional Change for Sorrow, I would be more Happy then anything Honestly.
But End of my Junior year, I am turning in my papers, Graduation night, im going to get my mom to Hide my little sister as I say Fuck you and Flick off my dad.
Then she can Come back out.
Then I am going to Basic Training, and saying So Long to this Piece of Shit I call Home/Life/etc.
Oh no. I'll still be here, Ill try to still be on, but like 1 1/2 year its gunna be Bye Bye until I come back from Basic, well I mean, Ill be on after Basic and During and everything, just once again, less than I am on now.
"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves."-Mitch Albom