You tell yourself it’s ok
You say you smoke weed every day
Because it’s harmless
You say you smoke tobacco
Because it relieves stress
You drink on the weekends
With the excuse that
You hang out with friends
You drink coffee in the morning
Because you can’t sleep at night
Stop lying to yourself
You know it’s just a crutch
You use these drugs
Because you can’t fucking deal with life
Going through day to day
Because you can’t handle the pain
Your life sucks.
Drugs make life easier and more relaxing, but they also have fucked up my life at the same time. I might even get kicked out of my house again and im only 14. Drugs are nice, for example yesterday i got so fucked up i skipped school today because i felt like it, now im gonna have to go home sometime today and most likely im fucked. The reason for that is me and my dad got into hella arguments already and he said this time was my last chance. I fucked up and did it again, stayed over at a frends house got fucked up and skipped school the next day to get fucked up again. I texted my bro and he told me my dads hella pissed at me. Im probably gonna go home in about 1 hour or so, and most likely ima get kicked out again. If that happens i guess ima stay at a frends house and keep going to school. I started smoking pot first, That led to me drinking, which led to me trying acid, and made me fall in love with shrooms. The only reason i posted this is cus im fucked up right now and I just wanted to show people a example of drugs fucking up ure life. Drugs were also the cause of me fucking up in school, im still in algebra and im in high school. So if u dont do drugs, good for u. If you do, good for you too. To show you how much drugs mean to me imagine this all happening to you, but your still happy because u know that after all thats happened happens, u still have a bowl to smoke, more shrooms to take, and have friends that look out for u and make sure u have a place to stay. So basically Sjoerd is right, I take all this cus i cant deal with life, and the drugs make me forget and/or just not care. So for all you people that dont do drugs u have a decision to make, u know how good it must be to be using, because i still do them after all this stupid shit and i think its worth it (kinda), on the other hand u can stay away from drugs, and try to live life without ever knowing the feelings they give you. Its a decision that can only be made by you, and ive already made mine. If you think im trolling or sumthing, i dont really care.
If you want to, post ure story if u have one.
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Ive never done drugs... my friends have tried to get me to do it but ive managed to get myself out of doing it. i have no interest in doing it i am happy without them so i have no need to try them...
But this helped me realize even more how pointless they were...
Here's a little Story .. From that day i said to myself that i will never do drugs in my whole entire life.
Anyway my story starts out like this. i was walking home with my friend and we where about to catch the train home when there was this big gang of aboriginals (Native Australians). they where sniffing paint or some shit out of plastic bags and smoking weed. We walked passed 'em and they followed us down to the platform. Me and my frined where sitting down waiting for the train when one of them approached us (He was off his fukin head) and he Said "You wanna fight kunt?" and my frined and i just ignored him then he said it again "Look u white peice if trash, lets have a fight" he continued this on for at least a minute, just pressuring us to take a swing at him. The train came to our platform and we got on it and they followed us again all the way to our home station. as we left the train the One of them said "C'mon u fukin pussy!" at that point my frined looked at me like he was going to do it.. i looked in his eyes and he could tell what i was thinking .. he just ignored me and ran at the Kid. my frined punched the abbo so hard in the face he broke his nose but the abbo frineds didnt like this and they pulled out a knife and stabbed my frined in the stomach .. I called the police but luckly there was an ambulance driving past at the time so i ran out on the road and they chucked on the e-brake and i told them my frined got stabbed .. they went and helped him
The Abbo kid got charged for attempted murder and is in juvenile hall atm..
from the day on i said to myself .. i am never ever going to do drugs because i can see what it does to people
and im only 14
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