I respect you a lot dude......But i need to ask you something.
Is your love greater than her do some stupid ass shit?
A silmair thing happen to me.......when i was 14 my girlfriend smoked weed. She told me to do it, i was like fuck no. Buti really "Loved" her. So i did it, now i do weed with her still 2 years later. I even sell it sometimes.
Bro, either you making a huge mistake, or a great choice. Think it through.