I have a lot in common with you from you're original post. I have a hatred for humanity, and am also a very aggressive person.
Have had very fucked up thoughts throughout my life, and have thought about this a lot myself.
It's not the part of actually preparing a human for consumption, it's just the pure enjoyment I'd get out of slowly cooking someone, and burning them. Making them suffer for hours on end, and then eating them. I'd gladly do that to 90% of the population today. With lazy, un-grateful kids. Terrible parents, and just a fucking terrible society all around right now.
Off - Topic (Sort of)
I have really bad anxiety attacks at stores like Walmart, because I can't handle the sheer stupidity of people, and I know that makes me sound like a little attention whoring pussy, but it's the truth. I fucking hate people, and my view on life is that Earth is overpopulated. People can die.
No, I wouldn't even consider killing nor eating another human being.
Life is precious.
And even if a healthy person were to ask me to eat them if they died, I still wouldn't.
1. Probably doesn't even taste good.
2. The fact of eating your own kind seems gross, to me.
I don't hate society nor humanity, and earth is far from being over-populated, so we should value each other's lives.
You could fit every human being in the state of Texas the population density would be less than New York City's.
I find the people who hate humanity and society are the pessimistic ones who try to find what's wrong, not the solution to what's wrong, or just what's right.
Non-violence is the way things should be approached. Violence may bring short term advantages, but all it does in the long run is create hatred, and will lead to revenge later. Creating a never ending cycle of violence and hatred.
I'm pretty sure it's safe to say that nobody wants to die. Even people who commit suicide are afraid of it, that's why many back out of it.
If somebody were to slowly roast you to a crisp having you slowly die, you surely wouldn't enjoy it, so let's treat other's how we'd like to be treated back.
I think about killing people all the time but not eating them.
My thoughts: I would love to just take a gun and slowly kill each and every person that makes me irritated or angry in any way. It'd be amazing, watching them try to run as i shoot both the legs, then the arms, and then slowly disemboweling them as they watch while I laugh. Then to take the final shot slowly as they watch in fear.
But you know, just one Asian boy's thoughts
You will resort to deadly violence to cover up how really weak and how much of a coward you are?
Do you really want the sense of power that much?
That's pretty cowardly, resorting to murder. You may be in power when you have a gun, but it surely won't make you strong, it makes you weak.
Kill any person that irritated you in any way?
> Mom wouldn't stop nagging me to take out the trash
> I didn't want to
> I shot her
Nice school shooter mentality you got there by the way.