Well it's just that it's going to be hard. I know I can do it, it's just going to take tons of dedication. I'm up for it, and I KNOW I need to do it. Because if I dig a bigger hole, I'm fucked. And I can't have that. I'm already fucked, if I do any worse, than gawd.. I don't even know.
But - I will graduate. If I do end up getting a job at Burger King, while School is going, then I'm really going to be busy. Go to work, come home, do my homework, go chill with people till' like 9, get on the computer at like 10ish till 11:30 or something, and go to bed.
I'm going to have to see how my routine works out, but I'm curious to see how it will be. I'm going to get a job at Burger King - honestly I think I should of got it while summer was in, because I could of had more hours, and made some money and shit. But I guess their is no changing that either. Looking forward to it.. and trying to start my life for the better.
But eh, just don't fuck up like I did, take it from someone that's in this hole right now, and is struggling to get out of it. But hell, the effort to get out, is going to be huge, but I'll do it, have no other option.