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    My Coping Skill...

    This may not ryme or seem right...it needs work, i see a lot of red lines and my spelling isn't that great... but it's my life and how i deal with it. i re read this and its all about how you read it if it rymes or makes sense. i have a slight southern draw... hope you guys enjoy what i got so far.

    Go ahead, it is okay, break down,
    i said dont worry, ill stick around.
    She looks up with a smile, Wow.
    like she feels relief somehow..
    like i chased away her stormcloud..
    ...I am all she has now.
    i gotta stick around to pick her up when shes down.

    There is nothing left of her family..

    Her older brother died naturaly...
    Parents where taken so tragicly,
    This is not about them unfortantly.

    Her younger brother lost the fight of his life right next to me..
    It hurt so bad... It cut so deep.
    I never have in my life felt so weak.
    Im surprized i can still speak.

    he asked for my help you see...
    he was Strung out on amphetamines..
    Yes, we was a drop out junkies.
    but i was only sixteen. he was nineteen,
    We had a lot left to figure out what we wanted to be.
    we where wasting our lives away for methamphetamines.
    that night at the lab..
    he appeared so happy.. as he looked down at me...
    then he said so sadly..they will never catch me.
    Then...
    in a way i can not explain...
    he took aim at his brain, the source of his pain
    with one simple motion...everything changed.
    he blew it all away.. nobody really knows why even today.
    i wish i could bring him back for her but i do not wanna say,
    that id change the way things happened on that day..
    cause now i know how to push it all away...
    i no longer feel pain in the same way as i did before that day.
    Last edited by UnitedMassacre; 08-03-2009 at 01:45 PM.

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    Not bad man, even with the spelling mistakes sounds babagewd





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    Thanks i was trying to vent some sh1t out, I was pretty hungover/wasted this morning when i wrote that... seen this section and figured why not. Ill write something that actually makes sense shortly lol.

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    It's babagewd, but pretty sad

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    OKAY - can somebody tell me what bagagewd means! please? lol. (now i feel like a newb)

    And it was sad.. the girl is/was really close to me... before i got arrested and isolated from my old life...
    this happened shortly before i was arrested for possession with intent to distribute methamphetamine.
    I was right there when her brother killed himself... i had to take a shower after the police left cause i had blood all over... you would think something like that would drive somebody off the deep end... I did go crazy for awhile(still sorta am)... But the point is "the lesson" i learned. Life is dirt cheap... i trusted and actually loved him like a brother then poof hes gone. the way he went about it taught me never trust anyone.
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    Quote Originally Posted by UnitedMassacre View Post
    OKAY - can somebody tell me what bagagewd means! please? lol. (now i feel like a newb)

    And it was sad.. the girl is/was really close to me... before i got arrested and isolated from my old life...
    this happened shortly before i was arrested for possession with intent to distribute methamphetamine.
    I was right there when her brother killed himself... i had to take a shower after the police left cause i had blood all over... you would think something like that would drive somebody off the deep end... I did go crazy for awhile(still sorta am)... But the point is "the lesson" i learned. Life is dirt cheap... i trusted and actually loved him like a brother then poof hes gone. the way he went about it taught me never trust anyone.
    i got no clue someone can aso tell me =)_

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dave84311 View Post
    I can ban you for whatever reason I want, faggot.

    Banned for being a faggot.

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    Quote Originally Posted by EpK View Post
    i got no clue someone can aso tell me =)_
    Your avatar freaks me out man.
    I think you need medication o.0
    "Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something that you will never forgive me for.

    I am a hacker, and this is my manifesto. You may stop this individual, but you can't stop us all... after all, we're all alike" - +++TheMentor+++

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    babagewd is MPGHean way of saying. awesome. but in a much more unique manner.

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    Lol its pretty good and you actually got me to read the whole thing cos it was catchy and rhymed. Its seems like this guy feels guilty and feels a sense of duty to protect her.



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    Quote Originally Posted by Lizzie_backup View Post
    babagewd is MPGHean way of saying. awesome. but in a much more unique manner.
    Lol good to know thanks.
    question- did you close that stupid hack thread i posted? if so thank you! o.0

    Quote Originally Posted by Ghty82 View Post
    Lol its pretty good and you actually got me to read the whole thing cos it was catchy and rhymed. Its seems like this guy feels guilty and feels a sense of duty to protect her.
    thanks ^^
    btw i like how you referred to "this guy"
    that guy is me. or what used to be me.
    my name is Matthew. aka [UM]
    this is real.
    i was in the newspaper report as a suspect for murder.
    i filled out a report of what happened for the police. as they ripped my best friends house apart to find what they already found outside... a fully working crystal methamphetamine production center put lightly... we called it the "daykitchen".
    the girl was his little sister... i was 16-17ish and is the same age as i am... she is a few weeks younger... and yes i noticed in the rhyme i screwed up i want to switch younger and older around... anyway... i told her what her brother did soaked in his blood...
    then they arrested me for a wicked set of charges but it was my first time being arrested so i got out of it with 6 months juvi 6 months s.t.a.r.s. treatment program...
    it was a sad disturbing day... i kinda actually like talking about it here... nobody really cares... my family took her in till she was about 17.
    she is doing well nowadays... better than i am.
    and yes im protective i would with out a doubt go out the door fully ready to do something really stupid to help her.


    P.s. - i apparently can not edit the first post of this for some reason and i kinda want to >.> anybody know a reason why i wouldn't be able to see an edit button on my first post?
    Last edited by UnitedMassacre; 08-06-2009 at 01:01 AM.
    "Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something that you will never forgive me for.

    I am a hacker, and this is my manifesto. You may stop this individual, but you can't stop us all... after all, we're all alike" - +++TheMentor+++

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