Originally Posted by
Antipathy
That or one guy one jar, I can't quite remember, but I'm sure that the experience wont differ that much.
I'd like to talk about something different though.
Do you think that humans are born with a sense of stalking, spying and eavesdropping?
Is it an offspring of the mother curiosity?
If someone are to let in on someone elses life they'd suffer from withdrawal from not being in it, curiosity doesn't do that does it?
Is it some sort of dormant primal function that causes people to be this way?
i.e. I have now recently begun staring at people across my balcony, at the bus, everywhere.
I basically don't have my own life anymore, I'm just a product of my environment.
I crave life.
Now when I'm out smoking, and there's nobody there, I get bored, it sometimes borders to aggression.
I like being inside of peoples heads, mine is already occupied, I feel more like a parasite than ever before.
besides now having a month of interning ahead of me, but I'm just walking around as a shell more or less.
You know, putting on that fake smile, everything is peachy and great, you avoid any and all conversations if possible just so that you can get home to turn off.
It's all just a void.
I'm depressed, fuck.