So I did more drugs this Labor day weekend, I don't know why but I did 1 tab of some very good acid on Friday and 2 tabs on Sunday on an empty stomach. With the 2 tabs I was able to completely lose myself but I avoided that because I was too scared. Also I am unsure if this affected anything but I took around 3-4 shots of jack before I popped the tabs. I also smoked an entire blunt and was having a great time with my friends but whenever I sat down and unfocused my mind from everything around me I really felt the acid. At one point I went outside with my other friend who took just one tab for his first time and he was perfectly fine while I was not. The outdoors were very loud compared to inside and it was night time, I relaxed and looked at the trees and in my peripheral stuff started to get weird. My friend who was talking stopped talking and slowly looked at me in a menacing way and all the sounds that were outside went silent. I heard this sinister laugh and my friends head tilted slightly. I also heard this sinister "shhhhh". I was too scared so I went back inside. At one point I did the same thing, I put snow boarding goggles on and looked at the ceiling. The same thing happened and my entire body started to feel weird and it felt as if things were attaching to my body and everyone in the room was silent in my head even though they were still talking. I once again heard that sinister voice I don't remember what it said, I think it said my name but thats when I took the goggles off and walked around for a bit to go back to reality. I talked to my friend about this and he said that I could have gotten an ego death if I let the trip take me. He said that if I were to relax completely close my eyes and clear my thoughts that shit would just go crazy and that if I push through it and stay in the trip that I could access my sub conscious. He also said that I would lose all touch with reality and I would not know what is real and what is not and that it can be very scary but once I get through this he said that I can ask myself questions and get a real complete answer as if I am talking to my own sub conscious. This is extremely intruging to me because I would be able to fix problems in my life and become a better person from it but the whole process is very difficult and can require multiple tries. He tried it before on 4 tabs of the same acid, 100 ug but doubtfully 100 ug because it seems much stronger. He said how when he closed he attempted this he was sucked into the trip and was on a space ship that landed on a sand planet where he could walk around but could not talk to his sub conscious .
I believe that this can be done because of how complicated and out of this world psychedelics can be. I was wondering if anyone has ever experienced an ego death or come close? Also if anyone knows for sure if it is real or not or just some sort of mind fuckery.