How dare you How DARE YOU SAID THAT TO YOURSELF AND DON"T YOU DARE TO GIVE UP YOU HEARD ME? YOU HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO AHEAD OF YOUR LIFE. WHAT ARE YOU COMPLAINING HERE IN MPGH. Nobody is going to do any shit but pity and comfort you. Use every minute of time to find a job, go door to door to ask for a job, spent your whole day searching for a job. If you have to ask for money, JUST ASK anyone you know that'll lend you some money to pay rent or supplies for your life. Sometimes when you're so desperate, asking or borrowing money has nothing to be ashamed of if you know you'll put it to good use. When you make enough, pay back the money. There are so many options for you to succeed. You just don't think clearly enough. If you believe your life is over, then that's all you are going to believe in because your mind worked that way. So TRY NOT to and think optimistic about yourself. Fail once, keep trying!