no your not the only one . Actually theres a couple more thousands of people .
Although it does feel that way when your up thinking by yourself , completely isolated . Always sets the mood .
Dont you hate it ?
Other then that if you want to keep yourself up materialisticly and feel like shit then i suggest no-dos . They sell them at service stations for really cheap . Your body will be dead but your mind wont . Maybe your legs will be moving only because the uncomfortability your body will feel . Its hard to keep yourself awake unless you have great determination to why . Extascy if you want to go extreme.