You fuck up your brain and then wonder why the world is fucked up? Ironic. So what if people die, if you want to change that, go be a doctor. The world is overpopulated as it is, hell, I don't really care if people die, but if I have a chance to stop it, I will take it, because I don't want to know what will happen if I didn't. Dumbasses die, smartasses live, it's called natural selection. What you hear about on the news is the white guy who tries to act black and hangout in the Bronx. Natural selection, my friend. Dying is a regular cycle, thousands die every day, do you even think about that?
Also, so what if you can Google, it doesn't make you any smarter, I can answer most things without having to Google, and who do you think they are going to hire. I have questions that even Google can't answer, and you won't even be able to determine the answer without hours of research to catch up your basic level of knowledge just enough to pass the question.
Grow up and deal with your shit instead of running away from it.