Lmao, And i wouldn't consider myself a "Retard" maybe a bit slow at times, but no, not retarded, lmao.
And i can't be that retarded and do construction. >_>
EDIT: Fabz, I will be off the shit by the time my kid is born, i plan on stopping the dope stage within the next couple of weeks, and start Doing Full time, which wont leave me much time to see my wife, or kid, but if im keeping up the work and take regular days off i will be okay.