So i think you guys should no this story of my walk with God.
About 2 months ago my father died unexpectly of Liver Cancer leaving me a pretty crappy life and no father. I was absolutely devasted that he had just died, and now that i look back im sickened that i didnt pay him enough respect, it literally makes me sick that he died knowing i didnt care, the truth is I cared a lot and i was devasted after his death. I was suicidal and my life was going no where really fast. This made me open my heart up to God, I used to not be a believer but now after all that hes done for me I cant believe it. God has given me a new life with friends, a job, and even a new father. He has done things i never thought possible and I give him all my love, I love him like no one else I have ever met. I just hope my father sees me now and is proud of me for who I have become. The future is looking very Bright as i continue my walk with God.
I hope this story helps encourage you to just reach out to God, he will make all the difference in your life just like he did for me. If you see anyone that is struggling with their life I want you to invite them to church and get them to open up to God. and remember, God chooses Sinners to save, like me, and possible even you.
My dad died of a heat attack and i did not even get to say i love him(so i prayed to god i can see him again) but that night he died in my dream he was there and he gave me the biggest hug and said i love you son.
Type this just make me think of all the fun time we had.