Many hugs to you dude, I know what it's like, my grandfather died from lung cancer even though he didn't smoke. Was very upsetting. If there's anything I can do to cheer you up PM me brotha. You can get through this.
my father had lung cancer he was a long time smoker same as my mother his moved down to his liver he had part of his lung removed his cancer came back in his liver there was nothing much they could do my mom had same thing lung cancer her's moved up know i sit think a little about it its odd my dad moved down my moms moved up but but i guess cancer in each person is diffrent and guess its odd smoking what cuased it yet im sitting here myshelf a smoker but its hard bieng a long time smoker having the will power to put them down and stopping