This a from a look from the inside out and back in.
You may not think you feel the need to fit in, but you do.
Now that I think about it, we may be think of different ways of fitting in.
You seem to be think of fitting into the general mainstream.
I am talking about fitting into social outsiders.
Except, I consider myself somewhat of a social pariah, mostly.
But I guess it's all in the eye of the beerholder.