Indeed you are:
- You are asking for help when you do not need it, wasting the time of people that try to help.
- You are a liar.
- You scam people, do fake giveaways.
- You spam.
I suggest you seek advice from your doctor, I believe you might be mentally ill. You present yourself as a woman, you present yourself as a kid with a lot of money, you misinterpret the negative reactions you are getting from people. I sense some narcissism, multiple personality disorder and stupidity in you.