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    Post Well here's my story..

    I know not much of you guys are gonna care but... So, I have been diagnosed with depression and major anxiety plus being somewhat BiPolar (I guess you can say I'm fucked up...) ... depression was when my mom died back when I was 6.. So that fucked me up, and having a major stoner as a father (which I could care less about since it helps me ease the pain) and I enjoyed smoking weed because it filled the void that was in me where my old memories kinda faded away but, the anxiety part that's different, because whenever I was alone I felt paranoid like to the point where I would become Hostile, Where someone knocked on the door I would be scared not knowing who it is so I would look if I didnt know them I would hide until they left (This was when I was younger). Now the BiPolar part... I could be doing something with someone then I would rather do it by myself and just get so mad for no reason whatsoever it could be my best friend, If I had a girlfriend and the time I wouldn't get mad? Only with other people it's weird but, I'm fucked up so I can't even understand, I don't even think a professional could understand... Fuck...



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    Why do you smoke weed whilst having anxiety problems? Jesus christ lol

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