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    Dude, I read all of that. I was once depressed at myself too, but not infinitely near as depressed as you are right now. If things aren't going well, try looking for something you really love. Put time into it, and try to make it economically benefit yourself if you must.
    I'm not Ben Affleck.

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    I feel so bad for the experiences you went through, although one of them could have been avoided.

    I haven't faced this part in life (hopefully I won't) but I never know. I hope you can get back on your feet and get your life back together.

    And welcome back to MPGH.

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    Welcome back !
    I'm lazy to read , later on maybe I will read , you don't have to worry
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    Welcome back and I hope your life only gets better from here.

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    I'm not going to be eloquent, I don't think it's necessary. I also am not going to sugar coat and mention god because let's be honest you have probably heard enough of that and it does not really help.

    Instead, I will share a bit of personal info. When I was younger I was also under a major pile of shit. I had drug addicts and thugs attempting to hurt, steal from me, and in some cases kill me every time I left my house(Don't ask why, I won't share that piece of info.) I had to learn how to defend my self at the age of 6 and started carrying weapons at the age of 9 for pure self preservation. My father was in America so I was only living with my mother, grandmother, and aunt. My grandmother was the most important person to me. She was my everything along with my mother. She died when I was 12. I contemplated suicide plenty of times. Mostly because I was lying in the street bloody and beaten because of something i did or didn't do. Or just because I was under a great deal of pressure and pain. What got me through at such a young age? Religion and personal motivation/hope/etc... I was religious at the time because religion and family were basically the only things that kept me from suicide. They were what kept me from doing some really bad things.

    Moral of the story? There is no moral. Life is shit. I emphasize with you and, even though I never had mental and physical illnesses from my stress, I emphasize with you. And let me tell you man the person that's going to help you the most in your life is you. You are your god. You are your protector. You are your savior.

    In today's society, few people understand misery and sorrow. Sure we all experience stress but depression and sadness is a different animal.

    I give you props because you are still alive to this day. I know many people who would commit suicide from half the stress you had. You are a champion and you will remain a champion. My condolences to you for your dogs and grandfather.

    Also if you commit suicide I'll kill you.

    I missed you btw.

    "Religions are, by definition, metaphors, after all: God is a dream, a hope, a woman, an ironist, a father, a city, a house of many rooms, a watchmaker who left his prize chronometer in the desert, someone who loves you—even, perhaps, against all evidence, a celestial being whose only interest is to make sure your football team, army, business, or marriage thrives, prospers, and triumphs over all opposition. Religions are places to stand and look and act, vantage points from which to view the world. So none of this is happening. Such things could not occur. Never a word of it is literally true.”


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    Sad to read , welcome back man and good luck in life !

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    Welcome back.
    And sorry for your loss, and I hope that things will go uphill soon enough. Trust me.



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    I'm sorry to hear this man, hopefully things start going uphill for you.
    You need to have self control though, don't turn to drugs and alcohol, they're gonna put you in a deeper pile of shit, life can be a fucking bitch, life can be easy, it's not completely your choice. Sometimes you have to deal with world dilemmas, it's great to see you type that, it should of helped you and has been proven. Talking helps in these situations, it's a relief.

    Situations like this heavily rely on you, it's a lot of responsibility, and help will ease this through.
    Speak with a friend, speak to an anonymous person, speak with who you like.

    If needed, i'm willing to talk, wish you the best.

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    Welcome back .
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    I'm trying to think of something motivational to put here, but I'm a fucking dumbass. I'm glad you're back and I hope you do well. Anything new? The server as you have noticed is going slow as shit. And there's a huge idiot called Zuhrain that's cancer to the eyes.

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    Welcome back. But I'm gonna be honest.

    EDIT: Actually read it all now mang. Good luck with everything from here.
    Last edited by Pepsi Cola; 04-18-2014 at 12:04 AM.


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    I do not care. But I understand. And I will listen.

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    Welcome back i quess.

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    Welcome back Antipathy

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    Welcome back my friend, I sympathize with you and hope everything gets better from here on out.

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