Being attracted to the same sex doesn't mean you should be ashamed.
Assuming for a second that there are only two genders: male and female (discounting transgendered individuals for the sake of this example)...
I have friends who are just attracted to "people" rather than conforming to one gender. They don't identify with being bisexual either, because they don't like both girls AND boys all the time. They sometimes like one gender, sometimes both and sometimes the other. Don't beat yourself up over it, if you want to kiss him just do it.
then kiss chicks,why kiss that dude....considering in your country girls look like like bodies wrapped with towels i might know why you are feeling this way
i forget to say something else. not all women are like that in saudi arabia. it depends on location.
eg: Jeddah. women wear what ever they like.
and for people replaying "oh you're a Muslim how could you do that"...
i'm not really a Muslim. well maybe just for a name. like i don't pray or something like that.
i do follow some islam traditions. like i don't swear or insult other people. also sometimes i do fast ( i hope that's the right word)
You cannot turn gay, if you plant a random seed and it grows as a tree and the tree starts to give apples how can it change and produce let's say... peaches? It's not possible to turn gay, you get your sexual orientation when you reach puberty (becoming able to reproduce) and you live with it. Thinking that one dude is hot doesn't make you gay, but this thing is starting to become obsessive for you that's what we call HOCD.
If you've liked girls before (wanting to be close sexually and/or emotionally to them) you're straight. Period.
Weirdest shit I've ever read.
If you want something, go and grab it.
However, I've noticed you're from Saudi-Arabia, so make sure you don't get hung or something, lol. Thats not worth it.
You kiss that guy and I can assure you many people will start throwing hate at you even though we're in the 21st century, but if thats what you want to do, then fuck them and do whatever you want.
PS: all I can think of is look up a good looking guy and a good looking girl and figure out which one you feel attracted to more, perhaps then you'll realise whether you like it in the ass or not.