touching this fucking machine. Seriously, It's just not fun anymore. It's not interesting, no one gives a shit, and it makes me look like a looser. I need to go out and get a life. I was thinking of becoming an RCMP officer, my brothers are training to enter the youth camp, I might do the same.
Additionally, it doesn't snow in Canada anymore. It just rains and rains, then rains some more. Jesus fucking christ am I bored, I thought two weeks off would give me time to work on my projects, but now I find I don't even want to work on my projects. I want to play chess and fucking basket ball, and hang out with people.
And what the fuck is wrong with nvidia. They're fucking retarded. Their support forums make me want to fucking kill myself. Holy shit. ALL their sdk downloads have been down for like a fucking month because some jackass can't get a 'secure download server' running.
I've slept 85% of the two days I've had off. There's nothing to do in my house and I fucking hate it. Additionally, I found out only the losers are adding me to their facebook pages, and I guess that catagorizes me as a looser.
Just needed to express it to someone who can't affect my daily-life, I don't give a shit if you reply\respond, and I won't be reading them.
There are two types of tragedies in life. One is not getting what you want, the other is getting it.
If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?
Do a 180, do everything that you've always looked down.
Smoke some bud
Watch some porn
Buy a hooker
Come to the States and go on a crime spree.
And you could join the military, and work in electronics, you'd be good at that and it would be fun.
Last edited by moosicgawd; 12-21-2009 at 03:30 PM.
Pretend your computer broke, and go do without it for a month or 2 weeks or so. I did the same thing with television and found I didn't need it. Now I hardly ever watch T.V. Your computer is like my T.V. you need to break it from being a habit to being something you choose to use. You can only examine your previous position from one of objectivity.
"Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies, in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children. The cost of one modern heavy bomber is this: a modern brick school in more than 30 cities. It is two electric power plants, each serving a town of 60,000 population. It is two fine, fully equipped hospitals. It is some fifty miles of concrete pavement. We pay for a single fighter plane with a half million bushels of wheat. We pay for a single destroyer with new homes that could have housed more than 8,000 people. This is, I repeat, the best way of life to be found on the road the world has been taking. This is not a way of life at all, in any true sense. Under the cloud of threatening war, it is humanity hanging from a cross of iron."