As you might have noticed that there has been some changes around this account or me as a person.
I've been starting to eat more than I used to, been gaining couple of weights here and there, it took me about 3 months to accept the food we get at the work and start to eat it, because we all know that working hard makes you hungry.. And currently I'm on my 2 bowl of food, had a big slice of pizza before that, so that makes me eating 3 times, which in my mind is still mind blowing, I used to weight only 39.9kg, and now I'm 45,9kg which is still quite a lot to me...
Work, I will be actually accepted as an official employee in the store I work at, I've been for 3 months as a practice employee (like getting the feel of the work, and get used to with the environment in the shop) - which I actually hope for cos then I will be able to earn some money and work on my social awkwardness, and yes the work I do has actually helped me one way or another, I'm still kinda of scared in regards to heights.
all in all, I currently enjoy my life and it has been fun thus far, made couple of friends, speaking with coworkers is really helping me to get out of a comfort zone, and I hope if I continue eating like I do for years to come, then I don't have to be shy about my body and I also currently see it involving, getting little fat in the upper chest area, which makes me supper happy (I no longer see my own ribs in the mirror as I used to), idk if its good or not.
Suggest me other ways to improve about my social awkwardness, being scared of heights, my eating habit and other stuff /gewd
Thanks.