People told me that I suck at doing what I love.

[Charion]

It may not the biggest video out there, but my first video EVER on any of my channels which has almost 4 thousand of views...

This is where it mostly got its start, me doing promotional shit, I'm not the best, I will never claim to be one, but becoming better as I once was is a achievement.


Video with 4 thousand views.


The first promo video ever released by me:


and now:




I know that I still fucking suck and should try new things and whatnot, but everything has its time and a learning progress, it took me 8 months to get where I am now with this.

Y'all can hate me for what I am, annoying, asshole whatever but will it change on what I love and like to do? Not really.

I went from Sony Vegas, OBS and Winamp to Adobe After Effects, took me hours to get it done with OBS/Winamp/Vegas Pro now I only need 10-20 seconds to make these things.

[Bryan]

Don't feel bad for yourself. Most people here probably have no sub at all. From what I see, you are doing just fine. You have more likes than dislike, so I don't know why you think people think you suck.

[Eternity]

If you want fairy tails MPGH is not for you.

Hard fact is you won't make it as a youtuber. Sorry if the truth hurts.


(Sorry if I sound mean, not trying to be)

[Terror]

If people commented and you have thousands of views. You should take it as an accomplishment.

[Arrow]

There is an annoying extra tick in the beginning

[Charion]

If you want fairy tails MPGH is not for you.

Hard fact is you won't make it as a youtuber. Sorry if the truth hurts.


(Sorry if I sound mean, not trying to be)

Trust me, I've known truth since beginning of me starting to focus on this shit, so nah it doesn't hurt

Don't feel bad for yourself. Most people here probably have no sub at all. From what I see, you are doing just fine. You have more likes than dislike, so I don't know why you think people think you suck.

I don't know why I always keep thinking like that, maybe because of how much hate I used to get on one of my videos and it was by a fan boy of The Creatures who came out and told me that I'm a autistic asshole and complete retard and I shouldn't be doing this but instead of die. .

I sort of feel bad for myself because of me being lazy cunt and don't do nothing other than waste my valuable time on doing YouTube content.

[Prince]

Do what you love brother, don't let anyone tell you other wise

[Pyramid Head]

Damn they're good man keep it up

[Charion]

Do what you love brother, don't let anyone tell you other wise

Doing it right now, and it makes me happy... Used to remove all the content early on when I made this channel, I used to upload cod videos (MW3) which got me partnered with Machinima only having 0 subs and 0 views at the time then out of nowhere I had 301+ views on that video which I send an application to Machinima so I could get partnered, it was right when I joined too, 19th Jan 2014 (same day when I got partnered) what a goal

Now I hear people saying "WHAT"

Edit:Official invitation from Machinima joining to their network from YouTube team came in 22nd Jan 2014, and I've been partnered with them over a year now, closing up to be 2 years soon

[Kongou.]

Success doesn't mean you need to have 1000000 subscribers on youtube. Ultimately you're the one who decides if where you are at is where you feel you are successful.

[Euphemistic]

What's that saying? I think it goes "Haters going to hate," which hippies use to feel good about themselves.

You should start living up to it, too.

[Nyssa al Ghul]

"Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb"

[OwlBoy]

Holy shit their good orgasims

[Charion]

Success doesn't mean you need to have 1000000 subscribers on youtube. Ultimately you're the one who decides if where you are at is where you feel you are successful.

I think I've been successful enough to accomplish something I've dreamed of since 2007.. My very first YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/sanderva4/about (was made back 2007) and now I'm here with over 160 total videos (My main has 124, some of them are yet to be public as of scheduled releases, and my music channel has 36 videos)... A lot of work has "paid" off..

[ewrc]

I havnt done youtube for many years. I regret stopping, dont stop, i was getting thousands 5-40k views, but not any subsribers
so i didnt care for it, that was when i first found out about money in youtube. From what i see now there are people like Jinx and BLastphamous who do trrible reaction videos while CJ so Cool smokes marajuana on video reactions, knowing that i may have become 'youtube famous'. Trust me, dont stop, just keep going