Sorry for the lack of transparency everyone, first time doing this and am trying my best. I didn't mean to raise any suspicion, but hopefully, this helps clear things up.
The reason the NodeBB stuff is kind of expensive is because none of the developers have experience with it beforehand and sometimes their documentation is incomplete, requiring more time and work.
I'll provide more progress updates as I can when anything is done. Some of it has already been posted on MPGH. For those things yet to be started payments haven't been made and those are estimates.
So everyone can keep track, I've updated and organized everything that @Jov's donations and public donations have been spent on, or planned to be spent on, so far.
Again, sorry for the suspicion and I hope this helps clear things up. Might not be the best at project management, but I'm definitely not taking any of the money into my own pocket