wont be modding for awhile....

[supercarz1991]

Had a really close friend kill herself on 12-29-2011 at 5:33am. i know all that info because i was the last person she talked to. I'm a mess right now cuz i liked her a lot (like you haz no ideaz).

we played CA, modded CA, and even did a little hacking of CA together. She was the one who found jump key, she was the one that found vjump, She was even the one that found long distance gun/item pickup. She just didn't wanna be known so she said i could take the credit and releases.


she was better than me at modding, and at being an overall person

Carmen
1993-2011

i know she's already gone, but what ever religion you are, what ever you believe, keep her in your prayers for me. I'll be in counciling, this is why i wont be around.


i know tihs isn't a journal site or anything, but i have LOTS of friends here, and making a post is the easiest way to let them know.

[Jack]

I'm sorry, man. Losing someone close to you is bad, but losing them to themselves is even worse. I hope you're okay. And remember we'll all be here when you come back. Good luck, buddy. I'm here for ya. :]

[Acidic]

Wow, that's sad.
Good luck
We wont forget you and are here for you

[aeronyx]

Gah, I don't want to move this.

That's terrible to hear.

I would give you a feel better speech, but that's the last thing I would want when I'm feeling down, so..

:l

[.REZ]

Im really sorry to hear that man. I know deaths arent easy, Ive experienced too many myself. Im here for ya if you need someone to talk to.

[supercarz1991]

thanks guys, i'll hover around here, it honestly relaxes me a bit for some odd reason.

[sliverboi]

DUDE i know how to feel it happen to me too

[supercarz1991]

dude, why would u bump such an old threaD?