Go now and hug her tightly and kiss her on her forehead for the appreciation of her existence in you're life.
don't be a dick like me.
I broke up with my gf nearly two years ago and I become more and more obsessed with her because the fact that I still have so much love for her
I become sad and fucking depressed, I literally lost my passion of life, blaming myself every single day why an asshole like me still living on this mother land.
I've tried to talk to her many times but she keep refuses to get back to me, and I'm annoying her so much and she has a better life now without me.
Honestly, I thought so many times I should consult a psychologist doctor to treat me from this mental/depression issues.
don't give me that money buy happiness shit because it ain't real, I have enough money that I can buy anything I want but i just don't want to because I know for a fact that it will only make my life more miserable and more desperate.