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    Quote Originally Posted by Antipathy View Post


    Yes mate, the world is cold.
    The only sane thing to do in this case is to vent it through, as stated by T Bag.
    Cry. Just lay down, let it all out.

    I'm having a shitty day right now and I wouldn't mind doing it, but I still can't help but feel empty and cold.
    I wish, I really wish that I could cry right now.
    I've had it bottled up for so long...don't want people to ask why I've been crying :\
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    With doctors...comes money, and I really don't want my parents getting into this.



    Sorry for my typo Psy.
    If you don´t like the idea of your parents in to this they don´t need to know, you´re 18+ i gues so just do it, and pleas don't say money, its your life! Get that no matter how much money you are worth it. Just go and look to a good doctor who can help you. Just do it, ill even help you as much as i can online.

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    Quote Originally Posted by DutchAirForce View Post


    If you don´t like the idea of your parents in to this they don´t need to know, you´re 18+ i gues so just do it, and pleas don't say money, its your life! Get that no matter how much money you are worth it. Just go and look to a good doctor who can help you. Just do it, ill even help you as much as i can online.
    Im 15. Thought everyone knew that I'm a teenager.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    I've had it bottled up for so long...don't want people to ask why I've been crying :\
    Fuck em'.
    If you can, then do it. I hate feeling this empty.

    Today, I've been lying on the floor staring at the ceiling hours on end.
    I literally feel, nothing but emptiness. At one point I was on the verge of crying, but it pussied out and here I am.

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    Put holes in doors.

    that usually helps

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    Quote Originally Posted by Antipathy View Post


    Fuck em'.
    If you can, then do it. I hate feeling this empty.

    Today, I've been lying on the floor staring at the ceiling hours on end.
    I literally feel, nothing but emptiness. At one point I was on the verge of crying, but it pussied out and here I am.
    Ive been talking to a friend about my feelings...sounds "girly" but guys have feelings too.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    Ive been talking to a friend about my feelings...sounds "girly" but guys have feelings too.
    I'd like to say, don't turn out as me - I'd say that I'm cold as a stone and probably pretty heartless, but that's only partially true due to my condition.
    Feel as long as you can feel, feeling empty blows.
    I wish this emptiness would turn into real emptiness where I feel nothing at all, just. Nothing.

    Either I wanna feel or not feel, not something halfway in between.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Antipathy View Post


    I'd like to say, don't turn out as me - I'd say that I'm cold as a stone and probably pretty heartless, but that's only partially true due to my condition.
    Feel as long as you can feel, feeling empty blows.
    I wish this emptiness would turn into real emptiness where I feel nothing at all, just. Nothing.

    Either I wanna feel or not feel, not something halfway in between.
    Everyone wants to benefit from their actions at the stake of others. I don't want to be the one thrown below so someone can get up.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    Everyone wants to benefit from their actions at the stake of others. I don't want to be the one thrown below so someone can get up.
    That's sadly how it works, you're always stepping on someones toes, unless you're at the bottom already.
    Like me, then you just have to get used to being stepped on.

    I don't want to benefit anymore, I just wanna be.
    Or give benifit to others - although I guess I'd be hurting someone down the line, I always do.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Antipathy View Post


    That's sadly how it works, you're always stepping on someones toes, unless you're at the bottom already.
    Like me, then you just have to get used to being stepped on.

    I don't want to benefit anymore, I just wanna be.
    Or give benifit to others - although I guess I'd be hurting someone down the line, I always do.
    I give and give...people take and take...
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    With doctors...comes money, and I really don't want my parents getting into this.



    Sorry for my typo Psy.
    I have a tendancy to punch things when I get really angry. I always let my anger out using violence or yelling at the top of my lungs.






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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    I give and give...people take and take...
    Know that feeling mate.
    And quite frankly I'm about to stop.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Psychotic View Post


    I have a tendancy to punch things when I get really angry. I always let my anger out using violence or yelling at the top of my lungs.
    I never yell, but I do like to stab my wall.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Vice-Versa View Post


    Im 15. Thought everyone knew that I'm a teenager.
    Go to your parents than, they will support you. Believe me, just take some time and go to your parents and say that you want to see a specialist. Explain everything. It might be hard to do BUT DO IT! Say how you are feeling for the last couple of years and that you desided you want to get some help before it get worse.

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