since this is general

[Kibstor]

I wanted to ask a question which is,

has anyone had a gut feeling that overtime gets stronger and stronger and than you lose control of yourself. Example for a friend of mine who was small and this was 12year back, he was picked on on school on the daily basis, so he had a gut feeling growing and growing everday, one day at school his gut feeling become to strong and lost it at the gym, he almost killed 2 teen(he and I are teen ourself btw), it has been 12 year since I have seen him(he was 14 at the time and is still in jail, didn't know teen can go to jail or prison, think prison cause prison means long term while jail means short term).

So has anyone got this gut feeling that lead to an uncontrollable person that arise within you and act on its own with out your accordinace( I spell this wrong). The reason ask is cause I have been developing this from the age of 20(my friend I don't know but was released at the age of 14), I still try my best to hold it but at some point it went out and I injure someone to the point of he had to go to the hospital. i don't know if this is racial wise ( im Puerto rican) or if this is just a genetic wise ( my father was worst than this), but im seeking help soon cause i fear i will do something much worse than my friend.

i guess i can ask another question beside this. who has this as well, want to see if im alone at this stage.

[Tide]

@Riddick has the same problem.

[SympathizeMyButthole]

Yes, it has happened to me before, i just hold it but then it's just too much, i once kicked someone in the gut to a metal door, an ambulance was called and i was suspended for a week

[Spaghetti Master]

tl;dr you sound like a kid who thinks he is strong though.

[-Lame]

Think about the consequences.

[Kibstor]

tl;dr you sound like a kid who thinks he is strong though.

im 26 and i can get on Skype to prove it, but of course what would you know, anyway thx for contributing? to tips?

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Think about the consequences.

i have though about the consequences everyday, hell i even watched up all lock up. lock up raw.and all prison documentary i can name them all to. sadly sometimes enough is enough and even if im trying to get help one of these days sadly,

[Raple]

"11 years back... it has been 12 years since I have seen him..."

wot

[Kibstor]

"11 years back... it has been 12 years since I have seen him..."

wot

thx i didn't caugh that typo im lvling up service for someone for smite and playin gas i type this when i eh die

[Color]

Yeah, that's what happenes when you have hate and anger inside of you that you just want to release. Not sure if it's a chemical that gets released through your body that allows you to do reckless things or no but I've heard it feels like a great rush.

[Kibstor]

Yes, it has happened to me before, i just hold it but then it's just too much, i once kicked someone in the gut to a metal door, an ambulance was called and i was suspended for a week

thx, but if you found another way to control it withough going to a psychiatrist which im heading there when i get my medical insurance back up, plz do tip me

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Yeah, that's what happenes when you have hate and anger inside of you that you just want to release. Not sure if it's a chemical that gets released through your body that allows you to do reckless things or no but I've heard it feels like a great rush.

that explains it perfectly, but is there away to calm it? or a medicine, i don't even care if it was weed

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@Riddick has the same problem.

plz tell me your not talking about the movie Riddick >.>

[-Lame]

try to stay away from people like me, they're just tend to be assholes.

[SympathizeMyButthole]

thx, but if you found another way to control it withough going to a psychiatrist which im heading there when i get my medical insurance back up, plz do tip me

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that explains it perfectly, but is there away to calm it? or a medicine, i don't even care if it was weed

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plz tell me your not talking about the movie Riddick >.>

I Did manage to solve it, i just kept holding it.... if they do it, i hold it, if they repeat it again, i still hold it, but if they keep doing it, i will just hit them, it's their fault, and i would have a pretty good reason so i wouldn't fall in trouble, so just hold it in, if they repeat what is annoying you thrice while they know it annoys you, just hit them hard or complain to someone, but make sure not to kill someone while doing it

[Kibstor]

try to stay away from people like me, they're just tend to be assholes.

"Think about the consequences"

people like u give good advice and i need to stay away from? dang....... but i guess you had your history to say this, either way thx for the warning . sadly the people are all around me in waterbury

[Bernard]

I'm quite psycho. I just never lash out in public.

[Kibstor]

I'm quite psycho. I just never lash out in public.

does this tend to mean that you lash out in secrecy??????, cause to be quite truthfull many time i though of doing this when no one can see.

for the rest thx for the stuff, atleast i know its not like im going through this alone and that it just happends to most people as well