The Final Update on my Dad.

[Aborted]

May he burn in hell.
Then maybe I can meet up with him next time I play cards with Satan

[[MPGH]iverson954360]

For the TL;DR people: He is dead. I cried like a bitch. Spent the whole day at the hospital.
Longer Version:

I woke up for school this morning, hoping to go to school, finish finals, and see my pop.

I got to the hospital to see my mom crying, along with my sisters. Brother could not make it but was on the phone. (he's in Canada atm.) I didn't have to ask; he only has little time now. Heart Disease kicked his ass harder than he expected, from what he told me. I know it is more than just that, but he didn't wanna tell me, and I didn't need to hear it. He looked at me and said, "Don't you start with the waterworks. It already looks like Six Flags in here." I gave a sad fake laugh. Even in his final hour, he had something snarky in his belt. He told me:
"You don't worry about the future. You make sure you do what you can in the present. I know seeing Slayer was my dream, but seeing you kids grow up was more than I can ask for." I could not hold back my tears after that. "You are gonna do great things, all of you. Make the most out of your lives, just like your dad. I love you."

Those were the last words of my father. And this is the last update you get. He was a great man, and I refuse to feel sad. He lived doing what he loved, and what he wanted. I plan on doing the same. I encourage you to as well.

I thank you for the support with all of this, I know you didn't have to care, and I know it was not easy losing someone close. He was my best friend, my drinking buddy, and best of all, my dad. I plan on going to Hellfest with my brother, and we will party real hard just for him. Thanks, MPGH.

You can go ahead and act all chippy even if you don't exactly feel that way, you just got to remember to actually go through a grieving process.

You have to mentally prepare yourself to accept that you'll never have any interaction with your father ever again, no advice on what to do, can't have a simple chat about sports, your kids will never meet your father, all of these different things you have to process through. If you don't properly deal with these emotions they can seriously mess you up later in life, even subconsciously effect the way you interact with yourself and with others

[Anti]

If you ain't a troll, may he RIP. Kinda like how I'd want to go out, I don't want anyone crying over me, life goes on.

Would never troll about that.

May he burn in hell.
Then maybe I can meet up with him next time I play cards with Satan

I lol'd.

You can go ahead and act all chippy even if you don't exactly feel that way, you just got to remember to actually go through a grieving process.

You have to mentally prepare yourself to accept that you'll never have any interaction with your father ever again, no advice on what to do, can't have a simple chat about sports, your kids will never meet your father, all of these different things you have to process through. If you don't properly deal with these emotions they can seriously mess you up later in life, even subconsciously effect the way you interact with yourself and with others

If you think i'm not crying behind this keyboard, you are sadly mistaken my friend. I just don't feel like bringing more negative energy to this Forum, so I might as well try to act normal as I remember that I can never keep the promise I made him. I know how grieving works, but I knew this was coming soon. This could not be avoided, and I clouded my judgement on that and thought I could bring him to the place he loves. Hellfest.

[Pepsi Cola]

So sorry to hear. He is at peace now. R.I.P

[Ungrateful]

Sorry to hear that man , I would cried my ass out also if i was in the same situation.

[Paradox_x]

Hes in a much better place now brah
May he RIP

[Anti]

Hes in a much better place now brah
May he RIP

Thanks .

[AnusForce]

Im sorry for your loss Tao,losing a parent..can't even imagine losing one stay
strong buddy make him proud and im sure he is in a beter place resting in peace.

[Iqie]

Feels sorry to hear that .

[Ticherhaz]

Dear @Tao.
I don't know what you feel but all I can say is never give up, ok? He always inside you.. Be as your father, a successful man for you.
Cheer! life must carry on.

[Lightning]

I'm very sorry for your loss.

[[MPGH]Hero]

Stay strong man.

Requiscat in pace.

[Sjoerd]

Sorry for your loss.. I can imagine losing your father is one of the worst things that could possibly happen to you.

Stay strong bro, stay strong..

[Janitor]

May he rest in peace.

[Redbarch]

I was exploring mpgh today and found your post. I don't even know you but you seem to be so optimist. I almost cried reading your post. I speak french so i don't know how to say the condoleance stuff. Mes condoléances , que ton père reste en paix.