How i feel everyday of my miserable life

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What is there, over there? There is nothing. I was born in a bottomless pit where no light shone. As if pressed together by the darkness. Untouched by everything at all. Born under those dark, dark sediments. I had a white form. My comrades were all in pure black. In those black forms with their eyes shining and teeth baring they were certainly eating something. And then... There was nothing to me, except my eyes. I felt nothing. No rather... It was possible that what I felt was "void", yet. I could hear nothing, I could bite nothing, I could smell nothing, I could feel nothing as I touch, I could not rest. I had no companion. Just walking, alone. The things reflected in my eyes have no meaning. The things that could not be reflected in my eyes do not exist. Walking walking walking walking walking walking walking walking. When I had arrived at last. I have found something extraordinary. It was somewhat the place of birth for those strange translucent objects that dotted this world. It was the first time... my eyes have been captured. With no colour, with no sound, with no scent. Does not interact with anything, it only exists there. It was the closest existence to "void" that I had ever laid eyes on. I sank my body... into... that great "void". There was nothing there,... Even I had lost my line of vision, and dissolved into the void... And felt as if everything had disappeared. Happiness. If such a thing called happiness exists in this world, it should be something which resembles the limitless nothingness. Nihility is having nothing, and having nothing to lose. If that isn't "happiness", then what is? The things reflected in my eyes have no meaning. The things that could not be reflected in my eyes, do not exist. There is nothing... in you... and... in me. I have been always leaning to the dark side which makes me strange because i know for certain that something is not right with me. Well let me tell you exactly what i feel. I feel nothing. Just a void. I feel an absence, if such a thing is possible. I feel the blank page, silence, dark matter, dishwater. You move through the world, and things happen to you that you know you should feel, but instead of feeling, nothing happens. Like turning the key in your car’s ignition and the car not starting it’s unsettling. Some people might say that "it's a good thing because i feel nothing and it frees you from all the bullshit that people make you go through". Not in my experience. Feeling nothing just makes you feel like you’re not human, not like you’re not depressed. It’s like being the shell of a person. A walking and talking corpse. Like you’re nothing. The human experience with emotion removed isn’t the human experience it’s really no experience at all. I missed a lot of great family and friend events, just because I don’t feel anything out of it. In the nothingness, there is no benefit, no sadness, some loneliness, but mostly just nothing.

P.S, Don't be dicks I just wanted to get this out of my chest.

[nullmotion101]

Where is the part where you drink bleach?

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Where is the part where you drink bleach?

I drank bleach to be honest, sadly I am still alive how bout that? Lil boy you can't hurt me with your puny words fuck outta here.

[Allura]

I drank bleach to be honest, sadly I am still alive how bout that? Lil boy you can't hurt me with your puny words fuck outta here.

P.S, Don't be dicks I just wanted to get this out of my chest.

If you want serious answers, maybe don't make your post sound like its from a book?

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If you want serious answers, maybe don't make your post sound like its from a book?

I'm an expressive individual, fuck are you getting my case for?

[Skeurz]

[Allura]

Deep enough that he wrote almost nothing personal. Just descriptive jibberish you find when you reach a novel

[$ U I C I D E]

Deep enough that he wrote almost nothing personal. Just descriptive jibberish you find when you reach a novel

I never said anything "personal" I was just stating how I am feeling right now you gullible twat

[Lupin]

cool and good

[Solvi]

P.S, Don't be dicks I just wanted to get this out of my chest.

Get what off your chest? doesn't write about anything personal

you emo fucking retard this thread is so fucking pointless you're just writing about "no emotions i am one" bullshit saying "look at me! i'm suicidal haha, give me attention"

[$ U I C I D E]

Get what off your chest? doesn't write about anything personal

you emo fucking retard this thread is so fucking pointless you're just writing about "no emotions i am one" bullshit saying "look at me! i'm suicidal haha, give me attention"

It looks to me like the best part of you ran down the crack of your momma’s ass and ended up as a brown stain on the mattress. I'm not an emo whatsoever why do you assosciate feeling nothing with "emo" ? You half witted cunt.

[Solvi]

It looks to me like the best part of you ran down the crack of your momma’s ass and ended up as a brown stain on the mattress. I'm not an emo whatsoever why do you assosciate feeling nothing with "emo" ? You half witted cunt.

2 guys told you to kill yourself but you didnt reply to them

[[MPGH]Ethereal]

It looks to me like the best part of you ran down the crack of your momma’s ass and ended up as a brown stain on the mattress. I'm not an emo whatsoever why do you assosciate feeling nothing with "emo" ? You half witted cunt.

Steal more quotes from Full metal Jacket you sad sack of dog turd.

[$ U I C I D E]

2 guys told you to kill yourself but you didnt reply to them

I'm just into suicidal things, that doesn't make me suicidal you prick.

[Solvi]

I'm just into suicidal things, that doesn't make me suicidal you prick.

I didn't say so?? i just called you emo