Wrote this a while back when my band was still together.

Endure,divide, let the pain intensify
Suffer,remain, the conscious will sustain
Aspire to live ascetic,life suspends
Secure the ties that give us the strength to remain
vanquish the weakness that enslaves your system
frail denial that there is obsession
shatter the oppression in the face of addiction
fade away

I refuse your sickness
I defy your intent
rejection,abstention, self preservation
I'm set on fire
Why this life
I must lead knowing not what existence means
to me, I've seen the future and I've seen it through
I know it's not like you
right before my eyes
I watched you die

I refuse,defy, deny
I refuse, reject your lies
I refuse your sickness
I defy your intent.