"My Life"

[ogkush317]

As I stare up into the blackness from this mattress/

I try and grasp the past that caused my happiness//

Ive got little to say cause it got me speechless/

Seems as every inch is a mile I'm walkin to weakness//

I take a peek over my shoulder back to days long ago/

I wanna be yesterday but life forever got me tomorrow//

I borrow a few smiles as I pass a happy couple/

Double over in agony when I see a peer in trouble//

Cause I felt it all, every spectrum any sector of life/

Has once upon a time errected it's method upon me twice//

Have I lived this life? Fully, but mostly only in fear/

Fake understanding of tears, quickly pacing through my years//

Not a trace of patience here, got a wasted case of sheer/

Talent and a taste of dear satan whisperin my ears//

Blatant pain is soul deep, I gotta say my only sleep/

Comes in winks of dead sheep that aint been counted in weeks//

Please, I'm soul soakin, drippin wet with the sweat of fate/

Destiny been playin spades, got me agin year by day//

Swayin in the breeze with loose roots I'm fit to up and fly/

Through the winds of time in pieces shattered into shards of light//

Cause if I can't find the right path to follow on my own/

I'm gon shine for ages upon our seeds and take em home//