Paul (07-31-2012)
I was just looking back at my old times on MPGH and I realised what a stupid kid I had been; telling stupid fucked up lies; disrespecting people for the wrong reasons and so on and so forth. Though, there's on lie which I honestly regret telling and I should be perma banned for it as there was no need for me to even to tell such a stupid, childish ( In a way, it is, as I was younger(er) and I was just a stupid little fuck head ). A lot of you may know what I'm talking about, atleast the older members.
I stupidly, and I honestly deeply regret it, lied about the disease I had.
To all older members who knew -
Jabuuty, Dave, Liz, Obama ( If you're still here ), Arun ( And more ) - I deeply apologize for it and I honestly think I should be banned for what I've done.
Though I'd like to say - I've completely changed, as I hope you all see. Back then I was a stupid kid on the internet; lying about my age, my profession, this. I'm not sure why I did it, to be recognized, I'm not sure.
I'm not trying to make an excuse but I think ( I think ) I said it a week, or maybe earlier, after a family member ( Grandfather ) had died and I don't know if I wanted to have attention or I was just fucked.
I've realized what I've done, and just how disgusting and horrible it was to do so. It's a terrible disease and I hope that no-one here on MPGH gets it, and if you do, my thoughts are with you and I hope you recover.
I was actually thinking of making another account and starting fresh, but I see no point in doing so and it'd be a pussy way out, and I'd still have the huge ton of guilt laying on my chest.
I'm sincerely sorry, and to any one who as it I deeply apologize.
Rage at me, whatever, do it. I deserve every bit of it.
Paul (07-31-2012)
Ohai, I have cancer.
U better watch out for CS tag again then .
inb4 rage from many MPGHians.
Ish okay, i don't know u :3
Last edited by Hennessy; 07-30-2012 at 04:22 PM.
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Comet (07-30-2012)
In a way I respect you for owning up to your lie, but in another way I frown upon the attention craving in you for this will draw attention your way.
Comet (07-30-2012)
Nah you don't deserve no CS tag nor ban, you admitted you have faults. We all do. I say good job for admitting it. And I don't complement people too often.
Comet (07-30-2012)
attention whore much. Shame on u for telling ppl u had a disease. Im sure sum ppl on mpgh actually do have a disease. Dick.
People make mistakes man, it's human nature. Don't beat yourself up too much, everyone lies on the internet.. everyone. Granted, lying about having a disease is very immature and desperate. But at least you fessed up, you're a few years late but whatever. I vote that you don't get permbanned, there should definitely be a consequence, but karma will come around eventually. Nuff said.
Comet (07-30-2012)
This here thread, is a double-edged sword.
I had some bad past, but i made up for it. and said my sorry's aswell.
Thank dabe for no negative rep anymore
Last edited by Hennessy; 07-30-2012 at 04:27 PM.
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6/08/2023: Moderator
1/22/2021: Minion+
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But way to become mature enough to admit to it.
Comet (07-30-2012)
Comet (07-30-2012)