Some of you might remember me. Well i recently left Islam. It's mad confusing.

I do not believe that the creator is so shortsighted to make a strong distinguished between those who say amen and those who are not quite convinced to a certain teaching that may belonged to the actual creator. That this "creator" puts unbelievers, doubters and other believers in hell, which consists of 6 billion people, because the creator is not clear, concrete and unilaterally, i can not believe.

And if it so be then I'm not proud to be a part of his creation and hope he turns me into ashes.

What is the usefulness of the creation? What purpose does it have? Why would the Creator create us and then divide us into two camps into eternity?

I had a anxiety attack this monday, it was so real that i immediately turned back to Islam because i was so scared to be put in hell.
The things that Islam says about the life after death is pure horror and i get anxious every time i think about it.

Everyone that believes in that horror and actually really thinks about it gets insane.