Ok, so in light of recent events and my way of dealing with things and expressing myself I've come up with an idea to avoid getting hurt and hurting other people by letting others into my life, I can express myself without anyone other than family know. It's hopefully a project I take on for a long time, as it'll enhance who i am whilst also decorating my room to make it my "haven". Each month I edit a photo with a text effect and one word that sum's up the month or a significant experience in that month and print it out (decent prints, not shitty a4 ones out of a $20 target printer) to stick on my wall. Hopefully I'll have enough to cover my wall in no time.
This is January's one: https://www.mpgh.net/forum/showthread.php?t=792267 (Also still working on it, needs refinement and more fx c
and, here's a preview of February's.
It's not completed yet, and still has a long way to go. I just uploaded to get some feedback and advice on it.
Background story: Coming to a realization that I've been a massive cunt to a lot of people and have ruined friendships, other peoples lives and some peoples reputation, I've decided to become someone else. embrace all the hate I get, but not let it shape me. But, that someone else isn't who I really am, I'm just going to practically mute myself, stick to listening to music instead of being a class clown, pull my head out of the gutter and strive to be a better person.