Well you see I once liked this girl very much and she liked me back .. so we started dating after 1 month I fell inlove with her and all of a sudden out of the bloom she told me im sorry babe but this relationship is not working and I said wtf are you kidding me how is it not working we're completely happy with each other and then later on after 10 mins she explained to me in text because I love someone else and when I read that messasge it was just blank I didn't even talk for the whole day. that's basically what happened (btw im crap at telling stories as you can tell)
Gray (08-18-2015)
I would change my constant self-doubt. I am surrounded by supportive peers and great people who believe in my abilities but my own self-doubts and self-criticism bring me down.
Wanna learn the true way of a cynic?
Self-doubt isn't always negative, granted you need to take chances in life for it to move forward, if everything unknown was left unexplored, we'd be in the stone-age, still.
The best way to improve upon oneself is just that, self-doubt, I doubt it'll be good, do it anyway, it worked so so or not at all? Then you know what not to do next time.
There's always room for improvement, but one cannot improve upon anything if you already think you're doing a good job or you're satisfied with what you do.
I wish I could fast forward past all of my education and just start working.
Eh I found out taking Honors this year in World History is ezpz, also that I have a liking to history. I don't really care much about what could of happen or if something else happened in future but I do like examining at what DID happen.
Oh boy, well the world is a very strange place and I've had multiple ties with very religious and very deep meaning dreams such as having a dream of my Grandpa having a heart attack before it actually happened (as seen here: https://www.mpgh.net/forum/showthread...a+heart+attack ) and since then I've have some dreams related to questions I've had towards God that have been somewhat answered through these dreams. My family has had a deep history of being able to connect through god via dreams(my Grandma especially since she is regarded a "Prophet" at church since she has been able to talk to him via dreams many times when people have asked her to and many of the things that she said have come true. I'm not very religious to the point that I try to convert people to my religion nor do I hate gays(don't go to church that often anymore but my mom still does) but I still follow the common sense rules that every person lives by really such as do not kill, do not steal, etc. However, things like this spiritual stuff and history revolving around that and anything really do interest me.
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