it'll get better
Hang in there....
Life sucks for everyone. Try to find someone to go through it with ya. Friend, lover, stranger, even the forums here on MPGH. Humans are social creatures! Find something you love to do aswell! Doesn't have to be anything productive like working out or painting, just try to find something that puts a smile on your face and you enjoy spending time doing it. Life will get more tolerable, but seems like it sucks for everyone.
Hang in there man! Theres lots of great stuff in life, you just gotta go looking for it.
Life does suck at times but it's what we make it. You control your fate and future only you can make it not suck. Manifest what you want believe in more and find people to hang out with that are like you. I know easier said then done but for someone who can't have a conversation without doing something weird or falling on the floor. I know being alone sucks and sometimes people suck too but trust me living and thinking negatively will get you know where and it will eventually drive you down even further. As bob Marley said "don't worry be happy"
Improve yourself if you're not happy. Be nicer to others