Where I had been?

[Charion]

While I understand that many won't give a whole lot of shit about this, but wanted to make a thread about it anyways.

So prior to gaining access to the account again I've been absolutely busy with living, moved in total of 3 times, living on my own is absolutely fucking great, apartment bill been 200-350 (depending on a season), been working a part-time job where the pay has been absolutely flawless since last month, where we (we as in the me and the coworkers got a pay raise) but I hate doing the job now, at the beginning, it was awesome, but now all they're doing is complaining and having lot of issues with me due to the fact that I'm slow due to my fucking disability. Been also doing YouTube as part-time without getting paid for it, but I'm dedicated to the YouTube grind, while being an introvert when it comes to the channel.

This is pretty much why, I have not been around as much lately, but it is somewhat good to be back.


Mods are also doing an amazing job, can't wait to see how the new forum going to look like, whenever that releases, no real rush to get it done, I would help if I knew how or had skills that are required for it. For anyone who would like to know more about my YouTube channel, do let me know.

TL;DR: YouTube grind, living on my own, and having a job that I hate.

[[MPGH]meme]

nice man good to see you around again

what are you doing on youtube?

[Charion]

nice man good to see you around again

what are you doing on youtube?

I do gaming stuff, in particular Let's Play type of content, on a rare occasion, I would do something variety.

[[MPGH]Hennessy]

https:/tube.com/watch?v=L_jWHffIx5E

[[MPGH]Lily]

Welcome back Hope you are well !

[[MPGH]Flengo]

Glad to see you around again, hope things continue to improve

In case you aren't already, I suggest taking the time to convert your YouTube videos to short-form content and put them on TikTok and Instagram Reels. The potential there is pretty significant.

[Charion]

Glad to see you around again, hope things continue to improve

In case you aren't already, I suggest taking the time to convert your YouTube videos to short-form content and put them on TikTok and Instagram Reels. The potential there is pretty significant.

Got pretty decent amount of shorts, and have seen an alright views from them, I've tried tiktok, I have two, gaming one is less popular than the main one, on the main one I just do random shit.

I hope so too, all in all, I hope the YouTube eventually pays off and I can become a "full-time" creator where I earn enough in a month to stay where I am, and potentially pay off the payment installments that last another 3 years.

[Charion]

Welcome back Hope you are well !

Thank you.

To be extremely honest, nothing is well..

Been on a constant fatigue, mental and physical fatigue. Bosses been complete assholes because of my disability and how my disability causes me to be slow, that's so out of my control, and last Saturday, a week ago, I accidentally hit myself with the empty box as I was trying to put it away, and this was caused by me trying to rush to put out products in a local supermarket. I stock up food supplies.

[[MPGH]Lily]

Thank you.

To be extremely honest, nothing is well..

Been on a constant fatigue, mental and physical fatigue. Bosses been complete assholes because of my disability and how my disability causes me to be slow, that's so out of my control, and last Saturday, a week ago, I accidentally hit myself with the empty box as I was trying to put it away, and this was caused by me trying to rush to put out products in a local supermarket. I stock up food supplies.

I am sorry to hear that. I hope your condition improves and your overall situation. Fighting Fighting ~~ Hang in there

[Charion]

I am sorry to hear that. I hope your condition improves and your overall situation. Fighting Fighting ~~ Hang in there

The disability aspect of my life, most likely will never improve, as long as I don't die, it's fine. I just want my bosses to understand that rushing me in the job when it comes to putting content on the selves, is causing me an unnecessary harm. With them not understanding that, or not wanting to accommodate me because of that will make me wish to quit the job even faster.

[[MPGH]Lily]

The disability aspect of my life, most likely will never improve, as long as I don't die, it's fine. I just want my bosses to understand that rushing me in the job when it comes to putting content on the selves, is causing me an unnecessary harm. With them not understanding that, or not wanting to accommodate me because of that will make me wish to quit the job even faster.

I am sure positive things will happen to you later in life

[Charion]

I am sure positive things will happen to you later in life

I mean, considering that I do YouTube now, and has seen some success from it, and it gives me a lot more fulfillment that my current job does, a fucked up job that is. So in about a year or two, I will be leaving that said job due to mental health reasons and how they have been showing lack of respect towards me, which I will definitely and 100% voice out on them when I do leave.

[Charion]

I think this is a good time to maybe revive the thread, even though it's a year or so old.
@Flengo I took some of the advice you have foretold, and they are doing decent, one of them has 3.6k+ views.
Recently reached 100 subscribers as well which YouTube even congratulated me on, feels pretty awesome.

Been also getting into streaming some games, and do trophies for them, while some games will take a lot of time to get them, and stuff like that, but least it's something, so I'm more or less focus on normal videos, shorts and live streams..

I'm not hoping to blow up or become a massive creator, more so due to the fact that I'm not really focusing on engagement, rather than that, I focus more on my own pleasure, having fun with it, and my own satisfaction. Subscribers and things of that nature will come naturally, regardless how long it'll take.