Everyone Hates ECsTasy

**HosteD** · 10-14-2010

not some ghetto ass arab/english slang

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA

**-Lame** · 10-14-2010

Originally Posted by HosteD

not some ghetto ass arab/english slang

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA

shit ain't funny

**Sjoerd** · 10-14-2010

Originally Posted by Hemp

seriously.

how old are you?

this is an english forum.

speak english

not some ghetto ass arab/english slang

You should tell krazy to talk english /

**HosteD** · 10-14-2010

Son of ARAT My English Is Very/well GOOD.

**Mr.G** · 10-14-2010

TL;DR
"Every one fucking hates me."
cuz your a troll dick

**Snape** · 10-14-2010

lol...I don't know you..but just by reading your post, there's clues.
Not trying to judge you...
Honest writting is good. Maybe if you write more the answers will
be clearer to you. You're at a good stage actaully. Some poeple
don't take time to ask themselves or take an honest evaluation
of themselves. With a postive attitude, perhapse you can open
up the can of worms and look at your demons and identify them.
Perhapses work on them..or let go of them.

Maybe..there's still emotional baggages that you're still holding on to.
I know had it with my ex...and sometimes the anger I had for her will manifest itself when i deal with other people.
I really, really needed to work on that. Writting about it helps.
I needed to let go or release that anger so I don't take it out on others.
If i sholve my anger...I'll get depress and have anxeity attacks.

There's healhty outlets or non dystructive ways to relase my anger..
Forgiveness...is one of them.
Errr....that's like pulling teeth to me, so i have to chop down trees or whatever..lol

I forgive others..not so much that I have high morals or I'm a fucken saint.
I forgive people..so that i don't have to carry that hate and pain inside of me anymore.
Ulitmately...it'll get me to the piont of letting go of my pains.

Yeah...pertty much EGO will do that...It gets a little confusing.
I used to say I didn't care about alot of things...but honestly
I was scare , hurted and frighten inside. The turth was...I did care.
Yeap...I put on an act or get fucked up out of my fucken mind to cover up my pains...
Yeah i was missing something inside...
LOVE inside of me . You're a walking donut too...eh ?
You tried the fill the emptimess with people , place and things too eh ?
Everything I tried to sholve into that fucken emptiness wasn't forever lasting.
The fucken hole i had was so god damn big.
If i put poeple in there...watch the fuck out. I'll become too
god damn demanding of them after a while...then If can't get
my way...It depends if its a fucken tuseday...lol
I'll either throw my fucken tantrum like a little spoil child...
or play de man...My way or the fucken highway...bs.
or...watch this bitch, I'll show you...3 is better than 1 on 1.

I can be rational..but i still react to my god damn emotions or impulse.
My decisions and reactions are base off of my emotions..wheather i was awear
of it or not. My EGO would keep me in denial of that.lol
I lacked self discipline...
Self discipline,... is to make a good decision and not react to my emotions.
Inspite of my emotions...I'll will take positive actions that might have a positive outcome.

Ego or instant gradifications...that's just me reacting on selfwill run riot or reacting to my impulse.
This will get me what i want(which is never enough) with no consideration of others or the consequences of my actions.
And fuck the consequences...(I don't give a fuck or care)..Everyone around me can clean up my fucken mess...lmao
In other word...i want what i want and fuck everyone else.
Or....I'm always fucken right and everybody have their head up thier ass.
Or...didn't these damn people know...the fucken world evolves around me...lmao
Or...it's all about ME...ME...ME..Toungue
Then i wonder the fuck why people dislike me ?....duh

Yeap...I lost a part of me along the line somewhere...
I had to fine me again. mmmm...i had to smash the fuck out of my EGO...thou Toungue

mmm...the fucken hole wasn't not ment to be a fucken vacumme..lol
It's where the love shine through. I had to do a 180...lol
Loving myself...fuck, that takes work...Toungue
I can only give you what i have...if I have hate and anger inside of me....that's what will come out.
If i have love inside of me...that too will be reflected on the outside.
Happiness is an inside job.

I know..it can be a little bit confusing at first....to distinguish the difference between
(selfcenter, self-fish, self absorbing) and (selfcaring & self loving.)
Just like pride (honor) and ego (selfish-pride)

**HosteD** · 10-14-2010

Copy pasta Ftw Ra.t

**-Lame** · 10-14-2010

Copy Pasta ftw .

**epicfailure/** · 10-14-2010

Originally Posted by Helger

lol...I don't know you..but just by reading your post, there's clues.
Not trying to judge you...
Honest writting is good. Maybe if you write more the answers will
be clearer to you. You're at a good stage actaully. Some poeple
don't take time to ask themselves or take an honest evaluation
of themselves. With a postive attitude, perhapse you can open
up the can of worms and look at your demons and identify them.
Perhapses work on them..or let go of them.

Maybe..there's still emotional baggages that you're still holding on to.
I know had it with my ex...and sometimes the anger I had for her will manifest itself when i deal with other people.
I really, really needed to work on that. Writting about it helps.
I needed to let go or release that anger so I don't take it out on others.
If i sholve my anger...I'll get depress and have anxeity attacks.

There's healhty outlets or non dystructive ways to relase my anger..
Forgiveness...is one of them.
Errr....that's like pulling teeth to me, so i have to chop down trees or whatever..lol

I forgive others..not so much that I have high morals or I'm a fucken saint.
I forgive people..so that i don't have to carry that hate and pain inside of me anymore.
Ulitmately...it'll get me to the piont of letting go of my pains.

Yeah...pertty much EGO will do that...It gets a little confusing.
I used to say I didn't care about alot of things...but honestly
I was scare , hurted and frighten inside. The turth was...I did care.
Yeap...I put on an act or get fucked up out of my fucken mind to cover up my pains...
Yeah i was missing something inside...
LOVE inside of me . You're a walking donut too...eh ?
You tried the fill the emptimess with people , place and things too eh ?
Everything I tried to sholve into that fucken emptiness wasn't forever lasting.
The fucken hole i had was so god damn big.
If i put poeple in there...watch the fuck out. I'll become too
god damn demanding of them after a while...then If can't get
my way...It depends if its a fucken tuseday...lol
I'll either throw my fucken tantrum like a little spoil child...
or play de man...My way or the fucken highway...bs.
or...watch this bitch, I'll show you...3 is better than 1 on 1.

I can be rational..but i still react to my god damn emotions or impulse.
My decisions and reactions are base off of my emotions..wheather i was awear
of it or not. My EGO would keep me in denial of that.lol
I lacked self discipline...
Self discipline,... is to make a good decision and not react to my emotions.
Inspite of my emotions...I'll will take positive actions that might have a positive outcome.

Ego or instant gradifications...that's just me reacting on selfwill run riot or reacting to my impulse.
This will get me what i want(which is never enough) with no consideration of others or the consequences of my actions.
And fuck the consequences...(I don't give a fuck or care)..Everyone around me can clean up my fucken mess...lmao
In other word...i want what i want and fuck everyone else.
Or....I'm always fucken right and everybody have their head up thier ass.
Or...didn't these damn people know...the fucken world evolves around me...lmao
Or...it's all about ME...ME...ME..Toungue
Then i wonder the fuck why people dislike me ?....duh

Yeap...I lost a part of me along the line somewhere...
I had to fine me again. mmmm...i had to smash the fuck out of my EGO...thou Toungue

mmm...the fucken hole wasn't not ment to be a fucken vacumme..lol
It's where the love shine through. I had to do a 180...lol
Loving myself...fuck, that takes work...Toungue
I can only give you what i have...if I have hate and anger inside of me....that's what will come out.
If i have love inside of me...that too will be reflected on the outside.
Happiness is an inside job.

I know..it can be a little bit confusing at first....to distinguish the difference between
(selfcenter, self-fish, self absorbing) and (selfcaring & self loving.)
Just like pride (honor) and ego (selfish-pride)