Life & Other Shit

[[MPGH]Killian]

So I've been going through some trouble, throwin' my life down the drain,
Had thoughts about ending it, painting the walls with my brain.
Drugs, sex, alcohol can't satisfy my self-destructive attitude,
Can't seem to be productive and escape this ill mood.

There's times when I break myself away from this apathy,
And I live life like I should: young and carefree.
Yet there's still something that lurks in the back of my mind,
That brings me back to how I was with an attack from behind.

I drop what I'm doing; I could fucking care less.
It puts me right into that damned feeling of uncontrollable distress.
What the fuck can I do? Some people say I'm lazy.
I smoke so much green my voice becomes wheezy.

That could be the reason. Weed is known to make you chill.
It can also make you as dumb as that fucker Johnny Knoxville.
But I've made up my mind. Its time to see a shrink.
Maybe talking to somebody can really help me think.

I'm not spitting for sympathy, nor for attention.
I just thought this could help releive some of the tension.
Maybe bring some life and creativity to this God damn section,
As I'll be the man who gives this place a change of direction.





I thought that was pretty good for a 10 min spit. Mostly bits and pieces I thought of when freestyling to an instrumental of Asher Roth's "Lark on my Go-Kart." True shit, though. Life is tough; I just gotta work through it.

Comments?

[Insane]

Well I liked it @Bungie

[[The]aussy1995]

shit is dope.