Originally Posted by
Stevenom
Shit started since 2007.
Of course I tried talking to them.
They'll just change the subject, talking about when they were kids they were really good with their parents and that I should be mature about my sisters treating me unfairly just because I'm a boy. I have arguments with my dad everyday. My mum tells me to shut the fuck up and just listen to him. I mean I have my own beliefs, I'm not in fucking North Korea or China where you are told what to do and believe. Australia isn't a Communist country, why must it happen at home? How come I don't have much rights or freedom? This country has the second highest standards of living. Why does it feel so low here? This all happened because my sister got very sick in 2007, I started to be some sort of neglected. I've had ezcema and asthma all my life, she had her tumor cut out in like 2007 or 08. Ezcema is very irritating, I itch so much that there's spot everywhere on my left arm. Plus I got some sort of healing scabs on my head, but it gets so itchy I start to scratch it and it never heals. Also with asthma, I have trouble breathing everyday. I almost fell unconscious with a lack of oxygen in school a few times last year. But I never complain to my parents about anything. But when I do, they are the leave helpful. I've been contemplating suicide since 2008. I've held a knife to my chest in the third school holidays. But I was too scared to do it. A knife wound won't kill you straight away. I didn't want to die in agony. Today the argument was about my sister owing me money. She owes me 500 dollars from last year. So everyone started arguing. My mum called me cold-hearted to my sister. I was like how the flying fuck am I cold hearted? She owes me 5 fucking hundreds dollars and she's not willing to pay me back and I'm cold hearted. Then went on and on about shit. My sister said she'll buy my room since she shares a room with my little sister. Sometimes I go sleep outside with my blanket and pillow because my little sister complains about me. Anyways, she paid me half. She promised me she'll give me the rest when Battlefield 3 comes out. So we had an argument about this two hours ago. No one sided with me. I asked for 400 dollars do I'll enough for a phone I wanted since I already have 240 and I said you don't have to pay me back the other hundred. I'm sick of phone with laggy everything. What's most annoying about it is its low storage capacity and it lags when I'm trying to watch something on my phone.