Ever since I was a kid, I always dreamed about dieng honorably for humanity, for my country, for my beloved ones..
Today..
I've watched this clip, and it made me realize.. This is 2012. There is no such thing as pride and dieng honorably for a great cause..
All there is, is fighting as your supposed to and dieng as your supposed to.

Sure you can fight, you can kill anyone you want, the way you want. But the hard truth is that you can't. The hard truth is the fact that your pride and honor in this world will kick you down, over and over, losing to the ones who have a good economic state.. In this world, money judges how you live, not your courage and will. Here opportunity is what helps you, not your own deeds.

THIS is the place where you have to fight daily against others to reach that promotion so you can afford a new car, not to feed your family.

All I want to say is.. This life has upset me once again..

Now that my dream to join the army and try the special forces is ruined.. What will I do now?

Will I study just like any other and spend my life battleing for money, and not for life?

Whatever it is.. I'm so upset..