I START NOW
Okay, Phew, 24 days to make an break a habbit. In 24 days I shall do the following.
-Limit My Computer Time To - UGH FUCK I CAN'T DO IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. How do you people do this. Ghad this sucks. I suck. I suck at everything I try. I need to do this for my self.
-Limit My Computer Time to 1-3 hours a day.
-Homework then play.
-STUDY
-Within the 1-3 hours I must be doing either C++ or C#, NO VB
its so hard, When people say "Just do your best Limit your computer time" it doesn't fucking work. It just doesn't. I can't. There is always that thing that makes me make the big mistake I have to deal with the next day. Ugh This is the shittiest I have felt. I mean other people, they have advantages in life, They could run. They could do anything they wanted if they set there mind to it. I will never ever be a good runner, I'm tall yet I run like a moron, Sometimes i feel like cursing alloud. Why is it always me. Its always me. I always make the shitty mistakes. Its always me with the weard shit. You know what the last 3 number of my student no are. "069" thats fucking bull shit. Does god hate me. Ugh okay back on topic, I have to study. How do you study for math, I just can't do it. How do you study for math. Infact how do you study a chapter of a Socials-text-book, I can't do it. I don't process shit like that. I need to practice my math.
-Limit My Computer Time To - UGH FUCK I CAN'T DO IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. How do you people do this. Ghad this sucks. I suck. I suck at everything I try. I need to do this for my self.
-Limit My Computer Time to 1-3 hours a day.
-Homework then play.
-STUDY
-Within the 1-3 hours I must be doing either C++ or C#, NO VB
its so hard, When people say "Just do your best Limit your computer time" it doesn't fucking work. It just doesn't. I can't. There is always that thing that makes me make the big mistake I have to deal with the next day. Ugh This is the shittiest I have felt. I mean other people, they have advantages in life, They could run. They could do anything they wanted if they set there mind to it. I will never ever be a good runner, I'm tall yet I run like a moron, Sometimes i feel like cursing alloud. Why is it always me. Its always me. I always make the shitty mistakes. Its always me with the weard shit. You know what the last 3 number of my student no are. "069" thats fucking bull shit. Does god hate me. Ugh okay back on topic, I have to study. How do you study for math, I just can't do it. How do you study for math. Infact how do you study a chapter of a Socials-text-book, I can't do it. I don't process shit like that. I need to practice my math.

. Fuck what other people think of you because if you are happy with yourself then it doesn't matter what they think.
sooo back to being sad for me and try to resist is next time ohh and any one watching panty flash teacher don't watch the 1st 15 min of the 2nd ep its gay although ending one of good one 1st has more better stuff