Something weird

Well i'm going through a weird phase, I want to be taken more seriously on MPGH. I was thinking a name change would help me (not for everybody else) get in a better mood about everthing. I truly love the name Saboteur but i'm also not sure I want to give it up for somebody else to take. What do you guys think?

edit: I think the upgrade to vb4 is what's putting me in a weird mood. Seems like i'm realizing things change and being the same old asshole isn't relevant nor logical. Making me evaluate my situation on MPGH and whether I want to continue the way I am. Perhaps i'm just maturing but can't acknowledge/accept it as well as I should be?

neber sabby, neber

Never change pls

but i lub the old sabby

Your just maturing up a lil bit. You're getting attached to this site, and you want to secure a long term future with it hence your weird feelings.

Originally Posted by Doc

Your just maturing up a lil bit. You're getting attached to this site, and you want to secure a long term future with it hence your weird feelings.

I'm not sure that's exactly the case. I just don't see any reason to keep on acting the way I have been. I've been on MPGH for quite awhile now, i've gone from inactive to active quite a few times. I can go without it but i prefer to be on it. Kills an insane amount of time even if there's no good threads to post in. I usually spend my time on MPGH during dead hours just refreshing pages. I've been wanting more on MPGH for quite some time but I've been unable to do so, i'm assuming because of my actions. I don't really like changing myself, but how I act on MPGH doesn't reflect my irl personality at all. People keep saying I won't be able to do things or doubt that I could do things. It frustrates me, makes me want to get that to prove them wrong. But I never get the chance. Guess i'm just in a weird funk. I'll probably snap out of it soon but I kinda don't want that. I like this transitional period a lot. I usually express myself and let out all my problems irl towards people online. Helps me feel better, but lately I haven't been channeling like I usually do. I've been a lot more passive and it's extremely weird to me.