My Coping Skill...

Not bad man, even with the spelling mistakes sounds babagewd

Thanks i was trying to vent some sh1t out, I was pretty hungover/wasted this morning when i wrote that... seen this section and figured why not. Ill write something that actually makes sense shortly lol.

It's babagewd, but pretty sad

OKAY - can somebody tell me what bagagewd means! please? lol. (now i feel like a newb)

And it was sad.. the girl is/was really close to me... before i got arrested and isolated from my old life...
this happened shortly before i was arrested for possession with intent to distribute methamphetamine.
I was right there when her brother killed himself... i had to take a shower after the police left cause i had blood all over... you would think something like that would drive somebody off the deep end... I did go crazy for awhile(still sorta am)... But the point is "the lesson" i learned. Life is dirt cheap... i trusted and actually loved him like a brother then poof hes gone. the way he went about it taught me never trust anyone.

i got no clue someone can aso tell me =)_

One word.
EPIC.

Your avatar freaks me out man.
I think you need medication o.0

babagewd is MPGHean way of saying. awesome. but in a much more unique manner.

Lol its pretty good and you actually got me to read the whole thing cos it was catchy and rhymed. Its seems like this guy feels guilty and feels a sense of duty to protect her.

Lol good to know thanks.
question- did you close that stupid hack thread i posted? if so thank you! o.0

thanks ^^
btw i like how you referred to "this guy"
that guy is me. or what used to be me.
my name is Matthew. aka [UM]
this is real.
i was in the newspaper report as a suspect for murder.
i filled out a report of what happened for the police. as they ripped my best friends house apart to find what they already found outside... a fully working crystal methamphetamine production center put lightly... we called it the "daykitchen".
the girl was his little sister... i was 16-17ish and is the same age as i am... she is a few weeks younger... and yes i noticed in the rhyme i screwed up i want to switch younger and older around... anyway... i told her what her brother did soaked in his blood...
then they arrested me for a wicked set of charges but it was my first time being arrested so i got out of it with 6 months juvi 6 months s.t.a.r.s. treatment program...
it was a sad disturbing day... i kinda actually like talking about it here... nobody really cares... my family took her in till she was about 17.
she is doing well nowadays... better than i am.
and yes im protective i would with out a doubt go out the door fully ready to do something really stupid to help her.


P.s. - i apparently can not edit the first post of this for some reason and i kinda want to >.> anybody know a reason why i wouldn't be able to see an edit button on my first post?