Originally Posted by
jetamay
Okay, Phew, 24 days to make an break a habbit. In 24 days I shall do the following.
-Limit My Computer Time To - UGH FUCK I CAN'T DO IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. How do you people do this. Ghad this sucks. I suck. I suck at everything I try. I need to do this for my self.
-Limit My Computer Time to 1-3 hours a day.
-Homework then play.
-STUDY
-Within the 1-3 hours I must be doing either C++ or C#, NO VB
its so hard, When people say "Just do your best Limit your computer time" it doesn't fucking work. It just doesn't. I can't. There is always that thing that makes me make the big mistake I have to deal with the next day. Ugh This is the shittiest I have felt. I mean other people, they have advantages in life, They could run. They could do anything they wanted if they set there mind to it. I will never ever be a good runner, I'm tall yet I run like a moron, Sometimes i feel like cursing alloud. Why is it always me. Its always me. I always make the shitty mistakes. Its always me with the weard shit. You know what the last 3 number of my student no are. "069" thats fucking bull shit. Does god hate me. Ugh okay back on topic, I have to study. How do you study for math, I just can't do it. How do you study for math. Infact how do you study a chapter of a Socials-text-book, I can't do it. I don't process shit like that. I need to practice my math.