All my friends are on holidays for 3-4 weeks.
I Wake up, eat. start PS3.
I cant do anything else.
Its fking nice weather outside. ~30 degrade Celsius (europe) But not friends.
My parents ask if i want to go to Turky, but i cant I shame for my body. i have a disease that Everything i eat I dont Store very much in my body. So im very thin, Im eating like a motherfker. One day i started a day with bbqribs from prev day.
I can almost cry when im inside and doing nothing, no friends, shame. I HATE MY LIFE.

/forever alone