Recent changes.
Recent changes.
As you might have noticed that there has been some changes around this account or me as a person.
I've been starting to eat more than I used to, been gaining couple of weights here and there, it took me about 3 months to accept the food we get at the work and start to eat it, because we all know that working hard makes you hungry.. And currently I'm on my 2 bowl of food, had a big slice of pizza before that, so that makes me eating 3 times, which in my mind is still mind blowing, I used to weight only 39.9kg, and now I'm 45,9kg which is still quite a lot to me...
Work, I will be actually accepted as an official employee in the store I work at, I've been for 3 months as a practice employee (like getting the feel of the work, and get used to with the environment in the shop) - which I actually hope for cos then I will be able to earn some money and work on my social awkwardness, and yes the work I do has actually helped me one way or another, I'm still kinda of scared in regards to heights.
all in all, I currently enjoy my life and it has been fun thus far, made couple of friends, speaking with coworkers is really helping me to get out of a comfort zone, and I hope if I continue eating like I do for years to come, then I don't have to be shy about my body and I also currently see it involving, getting little fat in the upper chest area, which makes me supper happy (I no longer see my own ribs in the mirror as I used to), idk if its good or not.
Suggest me other ways to improve about my social awkwardness, being scared of heights, my eating habit and other stuff
Thanks.
I've been starting to eat more than I used to, been gaining couple of weights here and there, it took me about 3 months to accept the food we get at the work and start to eat it, because we all know that working hard makes you hungry.. And currently I'm on my 2 bowl of food, had a big slice of pizza before that, so that makes me eating 3 times, which in my mind is still mind blowing, I used to weight only 39.9kg, and now I'm 45,9kg which is still quite a lot to me...
Work, I will be actually accepted as an official employee in the store I work at, I've been for 3 months as a practice employee (like getting the feel of the work, and get used to with the environment in the shop) - which I actually hope for cos then I will be able to earn some money and work on my social awkwardness, and yes the work I do has actually helped me one way or another, I'm still kinda of scared in regards to heights.
all in all, I currently enjoy my life and it has been fun thus far, made couple of friends, speaking with coworkers is really helping me to get out of a comfort zone, and I hope if I continue eating like I do for years to come, then I don't have to be shy about my body and I also currently see it involving, getting little fat in the upper chest area, which makes me supper happy (I no longer see my own ribs in the mirror as I used to), idk if its good or not.
Suggest me other ways to improve about my social awkwardness, being scared of heights, my eating habit and other stuff
Thanks.
Originally Posted by Hentai
