No hope

I'm sorry but this thread is probably going to be the last one I'm gonna be doing on this forum. I'm also sorry to share what's going to follow but I have nothing left to talk to, I'm pretty much alone even if I thought I wasn't.

People arround me always seem to have bigger problems than mine and I can't speak to them about my own problems, each time I try they just start talking about theirs and I feel really lonely, recently I have lost my job and I'm struggling to get a new one, I live in Canada, Quebec more precisely and it's pretty hard to get a job without the grades, I quit school pretty early because my parents coudln't afford the books, uniforms, nothing basically. Ever since I've got a lot of jobs and i've lost all of them after two months and a half (After 3 they have to give a valid reason and prove that reason to basically get you out, that's why they kick me out before so they didn't have to find a valid reason). Then I've been looking online and I've been giving my Curriculum everywhere I could in town and even in the nearby towns, unfortunately I haven't found any and it has been 2 months, I keep trying but it just doesn't seem to work. So I've looked online, I've played the games I usually play (Counter Strike: Global Offensive) And I've realised my skins and keys were valuable, I've started a key store, and after a week of trying I haven't got any client, no-one. So I've sold my 2 knives to desperatly try to pay the bills.

This is not a begging thread, I'm not asking anything. I just wanted to share what was happening in my life because I can't deal with it anymore, I have nobody to talk to, my bank account is on the red, I'm basically losing everything one by one. So that's why I announce that the next 7 days are going to be my last days on earth. If I don't find anything until them, I'll quit trying and let myself die.

Everything I try just doesn't work.
Fuck my life.

Originally Posted by Froedahr

Everything I try just doesn't work.

Not going to lie, it's the same for me but on a smaller scale :/

Hope it gets better for you man.

Originally Posted by Froedahr

I'm sorry but this thread is probably going to be the last one I'm gonna be doing on this forum. I'm also sorry to share what's going to follow but I have nothing left to talk to, I'm pretty much alone even if I thought I wasn't.

People arround me always seem to have bigger problems than mine and I can't speak to them about my own problems, each time I try they just start talking about theirs and I feel really lonely, recently I have lost my job and I'm struggling to get a new one, I live in Canada, Quebec more precisely and it's pretty hard to get a job without the grades, I quit school pretty early because my parents coudln't afford the books, uniforms, nothing basically. Ever since I've got a lot of jobs and i've lost all of them after two months and a half (After 3 they have to give a valid reason and prove that reason to basically get you out, that's why they kick me out before so they didn't have to find a valid reason). Then I've been looking online and I've been giving my Curriculum everywhere I could in town and even in the nearby towns, unfortunately I haven't found any and it has been 2 months, I keep trying but it just doesn't seem to work. So I've looked online, I've played the games I usually play (Counter Strike: Global Offensive) And I've realised my skins and keys were valuable, I've started a key store, and after a week of trying I haven't got any client, no-one. So I've sold my 2 knives to desperatly try to pay the bills.

This is not a begging thread, I'm not asking anything. I just wanted to share what was happening in my life because I can't deal with it anymore, I have nobody to talk to, my bank account is on the red, I'm basically losing everything one by one. So that's why I announce that the next 7 days are going to be my last days on earth. If I don't find anything until them, I'll quit trying and let myself die.

Everything I try just doesn't work.
Fuck my life.

My keystore hasn't been booming, Maybe just not the right business for here

go on social assistance? or whatever the quebec variant of that is

Originally Posted by Austin

go on social assistance? or whatever the quebec variant of that is

I've asked it and they told me I could get 201$ per month (Canadian Dollar). Can't live off of that.

Originally Posted by Chirtes

Try to invest a small portion on stocks

Useless post, I've got nothing left except this crappy computer.

I can't say it'd work for you, but I have a friend who hit shit-bottom in life and decided to sell what he had, pay off what was needed and travel on foot all over the country. He's doing better financially as a blacksmith (a trade he figured out he loved while traveling) and he's a very happy man, plus he has come cool stories and pics of things he's done and people he's met. I dunno what I'd do if life was crushing me and I had nothing left to do, but it'd probably be something like that.

hahaha sucks to be poor Gaar

Try to invest a small portion on stocks

mcdonald's man. life's hard. life sucks. we've all been through that in different ways. i'm sorry that life isn't that great right now. but if you're still just a teenager, there's so much more. you can still get a job, you can still go to school, you can still have a life. mcdonalds, fast food, they are ALWAYS hiring. it's not glamorous, it's not the best, but it pays. just work your ass off, 40+ hours a week, get that over time, the money stacks up. your life is just starting man.

Originally Posted by Froedahr

I'm sorry but this thread is probably going to be the last one I'm gonna be doing on this forum. I'm also sorry to share what's going to follow but I have nothing left to talk to, I'm pretty much alone even if I thought I wasn't.

People arround me always seem to have bigger problems than mine and I can't speak to them about my own problems, each time I try they just start talking about theirs and I feel really lonely, recently I have lost my job and I'm struggling to get a new one, I live in Canada, Quebec more precisely and it's pretty hard to get a job without the grades, I quit school pretty early because my parents coudln't afford the books, uniforms, nothing basically. Ever since I've got a lot of jobs and i've lost all of them after two months and a half (After 3 they have to give a valid reason and prove that reason to basically get you out, that's why they kick me out before so they didn't have to find a valid reason). Then I've been looking online and I've been giving my Curriculum everywhere I could in town and even in the nearby towns, unfortunately I haven't found any and it has been 2 months, I keep trying but it just doesn't seem to work. So I've looked online, I've played the games I usually play (Counter Strike: Global Offensive) And I've realised my skins and keys were valuable, I've started a key store, and after a week of trying I haven't got any client, no-one. So I've sold my 2 knives to desperatly try to pay the bills.

This is not a begging thread, I'm not asking anything. I just wanted to share what was happening in my life because I can't deal with it anymore, I have nobody to talk to, my bank account is on the red, I'm basically losing everything one by one. So that's why I announce that the next 7 days are going to be my last days on earth. If I don't find anything until them, I'll quit trying and let myself die.

Everything I try just doesn't work.
Fuck my life.

you don't have a job and you feel like losing everything and you're going to kill yourself? Do you really want to go out as a guy who killed himself because he couldn't find a job?

There's always a reason to live man. AS a human being you've been given probably such a great gift. You may not think you have much but the ability to learn and adapt and survive is what makes us different. So there's always going to be an opportunity. Just keep fighting dude, never give up. I probably dont know what you're going through rn because I'm not experiencing it but as one human being to another, you're life is the most valuable thing you have? So don't give it up.

First day, let's see what I can do.

While you are trying things out learn to SE or crack. IT's not bad money while you do something small. Construction etc.

Originally Posted by Froedahr

First day, let's see what I can do.

Originally Posted by Froedahr

First day, let's see what I can do.

let's hope for the best

1. Think about something and put it on kickstarter
2. Gamble a million
3. McDonalds life isnt glamorous
4. Make an hack and sell it
5. You could sell your ass

Before i kill myself i would at least try an bank robbery or something

Originally Posted by Froedahr

I'm sorry but this thread is probably going to be the last one I'm gonna be doing on this forum. I'm also sorry to share what's going to follow but I have nothing left to talk to, I'm pretty much alone even if I thought I wasn't.

People arround me always seem to have bigger problems than mine and I can't speak to them about my own problems, each time I try they just start talking about theirs and I feel really lonely, recently I have lost my job and I'm struggling to get a new one, I live in Canada, Quebec more precisely and it's pretty hard to get a job without the grades, I quit school pretty early because my parents coudln't afford the books, uniforms, nothing basically. Ever since I've got a lot of jobs and i've lost all of them after two months and a half (After 3 they have to give a valid reason and prove that reason to basically get you out, that's why they kick me out before so they didn't have to find a valid reason). Then I've been looking online and I've been giving my Curriculum everywhere I could in town and even in the nearby towns, unfortunately I haven't found any and it has been 2 months, I keep trying but it just doesn't seem to work. So I've looked online, I've played the games I usually play (Counter Strike: Global Offensive) And I've realised my skins and keys were valuable, I've started a key store, and after a week of trying I haven't got any client, no-one. So I've sold my 2 knives to desperatly try to pay the bills.

This is not a begging thread, I'm not asking anything. I just wanted to share what was happening in my life because I can't deal with it anymore, I have nobody to talk to, my bank account is on the red, I'm basically losing everything one by one. So that's why I announce that the next 7 days are going to be my last days on earth. If I don't find anything until them, I'll quit trying and let myself die.

Everything I try just doesn't work.
Fuck my life.

Out of everyone you've lost, who are still here? MPGH's community is still here to read your story and give you an advice, if you aren't proud of that, then there is truly nothing left for you, but giving up because you've hit the bottom of earth real bad and trying to kill yourself is the most selfish and autistic thing anyone could do.

Sometimes suicide is the answer, but making others around you sad, its just not the way to go. Biggest bully in world is LIFE, nothing will ever beat that, not even the worst bully in human history or man kind, nothing will beat bully LIFE, if you let the bully named LIFE kick your ass, then sorry to hear that.

Don't be a coward cos you lost a job, look homeless guys, they're still there and living a life AFTER LOOSING EVERY FUCKING THING, family, job, friends, coworkers, are bankrub'd, are alcoholics, ETC, are they KILLING THEMSELVES? Yes, in a way, but they're not going on around in the internet crying about their life sucking ass and bla bla bla + they're not even being suicidal, because they know that is just stupid thing to do.

I'm straight forward, I've been struggling even if I have everything on my disposal, but that doesn't mean I don't have suicidal thoughts, and all that stupidness.

Just cos I have everything that other people want, doesn't mean I'm happy.

No hope

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