Pet died

My pet rabbit died.... Idk what to think of it. I was expecting it since she got sick, but it's weird thinking she wont be there by my bed when I wake up in the morning.... Couldn't afford to take her to vet or anything and she was getting to weak to eat anything much so she probably died miserably, I was hoping at the least she could have died with us playing together. It's kind of silly I'd take her out of her cage and go around the house and be a bunny with her. Nuzzle her nose and rub her cheeks.
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Sigh .... I'm not expecting any much sympathy here but I figure even being mad about you guys trolling on my misfortune is better than feeling as empty as I do right now....